Point Six

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SHMILY

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SHMILY

I know I know. Get the point now, I'm out of love relationship!
She's right, I'm too. . nevermind.

SHMILY

Shazwan Love Ms SP soo Much! <3

Still single, waiting for the right time.

My family with Addams family : p

Smile :)

Ms SP is out to go fly kite at West Coast Park and I'm bored. Love talking Love talks with her. I was in Johor when I decided to text her. I texted her around 3am.

Shazwan: Bby, I'm on the way back to S'pore from my house in JB. My mum nak ajak pergi sahur dulu baru balik . I'm super tired sia. Haha Love you soo much hunny <3

Ms SP: Okay, love. Make sure you have a gd rest okay syg. I dont want you to fall ill. Idk how i cld wake up arnd this time, its a sudden shocking waking up session. Lol. Anw shazwan yg tersyg, im really missing you super badly. )'= Its likle as if i TER woke up frm nightmare missing my bby. I really <3>

I just can't stop admitting that she is super duper sweet! Hurry up come back love. Want to talk to you!

shazwan:)

SHMILY

I'm going to make this official: I MISS SHEKYN SO MUCH!

Just now went for Inter-Unit Quiz to support my beloved Unit. Didn't expect to meet her at Home Team Academy. Then I was like guuguugaga over when I saw her. Then now I'm talking to this super super cute girl, Shekyn <3 Webcam is soo fun can? haha

Oh shekyn you make me go ohlala. .

shazwan:)

SHMILY

Presenting my new Girl Friend!muahuahuahua

Mrs Shazwan. . Opps! No, Ms Selena Marie Gomez :)

Peace yaw!

Webcam Picture zoom-ed in.

To Ms.S,

Can you please don't take your time with make up's. Just swing your hair back and go. It is always the same things that we do. Wierd! (Her favourite word) and why can't I let your email to my friends. They want to see you! haha Blah blah blah. Webcam on 29 August 10pm Singapore time right? hehe Alright. See, I told ya I'm gonna right about you on my blog. Ass you! haha

Shazwan <3

SHMILY

To trust, or not to trust. Hmm, maybe its to early to figure out the answer cause all the time I always fail. Never mind. This is what they call, luck.

Just now was my Heli Test and damn,it was super easy cause I studied all night. Fasting month really is killing me. I miss a lot of things and people. I miss going out to eat at MacD and all. I miss Erra Yuhanis cause she is so cute can? haha and if you are reading this, please, Erra is not my gf, she is just my bestest-ter-ed-est friend ever. And Erra, jangan kembang uh and stop it with the teeth thingy. haah

Tomorrow I'm going to Inter-Unit Quiz to support my unit in the Finals. Read that, finals! haha Evergreen da maju oi! haha Darn, my hair is not in a good colour tone to go to HQ. Nevermind, just pray hard that nothing happens to me.

Call it a day cause I'm super hungry. Like what Miss say"Broing Cants!". Don't ask me what it means, go figure it out yourself.

Last few sentence before I rush to Causeway Point,
Is it too early? !@#$%

shazwan :@

SHMILY

25th August 2009

Happy Birthday Atoi! :)

Mai muker. . . .

This photo is for Sofea! Here you go! haha

Just dont know what to update cause I'm lazy! Hais, Thursday got Heli Test!

SHMILY

How do you like my new hair? Not forgetting my bestie, Zahirah :)

Life is getting more and more worst. How worst can it be? Only god knows. Bidadari Hatiku has a boyfriend and I don't want to be a spare tyre. So, get away from me. I don't want to get myself into trouble cause you already have a boy. Let it be. Hais, why do this kind of things have to come now. I always hate this.

In the mean time, Shekyn lend me her shoulders but I don't know when to give back. Yesterday Conversation Messages with her:

Shazwan: Oh. . Dont worry shekyn, you got my shoulder to lean on alright?
Shekyn: Thankyousomuch Shazwan. You have mine too aite? Fair & Square. (Aww, so sweet). Heh .

We got each other shoulder cause we facing the same problem. Relationship.

shazwan

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SHMILY

A short post before I retreat to my notes again. Today Practical Suck! Sweating like shit sia. Nevermind, luckily I brought extra T-shirt to wipe the dust off. Tomorrow is Aircraft fabrication material test. Sial lah. Now like so many work to do, but still I know how to prioritise things.

On a second note, Bidadri Hatiku met me at interchange around 4:55? i think, then we walked to 843 not 243. I repeat 843. And it all happened. . <3
Love love love love love love love love

shazwan

SHMILY

Wonderful Today :)

Awesomest feeling I ever had. Riding on the 858 is super awesome. Didn't know it will happen. It just did. Waited for months and days for this time to come. Bidadari Hatiku on the bus. Super cute, super sweet, super everthing. Just can't express how much it feels. I just can't believe it. Just waiting for the right time to announce. Waiting for Bidadari Hatiku to announce to me green light. firstly, we are aquitant, but now, awesomest best! :)

shazwan

SHMILY

Firstly, sorry Fliq for using your coverall.

Step Marine Offshore.

Marine Offshore Engineering.

But but, I'm not from Marine, I'm aerospace technology

Lily Allen say's" Fuck you"

Maybe I'm giving up. Maybe I just don't see it, I can't believe it or even feel it. So maybe its just me alone. Me as one ordinary human walking on top of Gaia revolving around the earth. Can someone please give me a sign that its worth it. Someone please shout at my ears and tell me that its okay, you can move on. I feel a sign of guilt. Let me run away from you for just today, tomorrow and to all eternity.

Somebody Save Me...

Picture Update:

Sorry for late updates. Pictures dated: 11 August 2009.

shazwan

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SHMILY

Why am I always getting myself into a big trouble? I always wonder why life is hard. And the hardest part is, Not making any mistakes. Tell me how many times can you really make the world go round? Difficult. Life at 17 isn't so easy as what you all see at "17again". Its much more...complicated. You see things turn so easy especially when you are with your friends, but most of the time, you are living in self denial. Once you get more responsibilities, the more crazier you go. Turn things the way you want, the whole world crash and burn. Isn't there any potion I can take or any curse a person can give to give me happiness. Only one person can do it, my love. She had been there when I needed her when time was bad. She create happiness, and more enjoyable talks on the phone. There are certain time where it turns bad between you and her. But when the relationship turns back sweet, it just feels right.

Now the only person who can make me smile on the phone is my Farah Supergirl. I feel a sense of relief after talking to her. She got the MOJO to make people smile. I don't know what kind of power she use. Maybe hypnotising people's mind? Nope, maybe both of us are crazy I think? Laugh and laugh. Oh dear Farah. Heart Beating like crazy. . .

Making it Ministry Of Sound in my brain!
No! Not Ministry Of Sound, Ministry Of Stress!

MSBSLEYBAGSMAMF? :)

shazwan:)

SHMILY

What did Shazwan do during National Day :)

Sentosa 2009

Entrance to Underwater World

One free ticket and one paid.

Lonely Blue Planet Singapore. Rayn Shazly my charming small brother =)

Random Candid Pictures

Me feeding the fishes. Cool or What?!

Smile :)

View from Sentosa. 2 Huge Singapore Flags. One on reserve.

Jembalang at the back :P

Entrance to 4D Magix Pirates @ Sentosa.

Just another random picture!

My National Day.

So mainly, while other Singaporeans are busy looking out for all the happening things at Marina. I decided to spend my lovely holiday in Sentosa. But still patriotic sia. I wear Red & White :)

and then around 7, my dad drove off and brought us to watch fire works from the car. Can't upload the pictures yet.

On another occasion, this blady girl, she borrowed my handphone USB cable when we were attached and now I need it back. So I called her, no answer, chat with her, no reply. I need the cable badly cause I want to upload pictures and download music. So I tagged her saying that I need the cable. But you know what she did, that MOFO, go pass my cable to cadet which I don't like which stays in Jurong and I ws like, what the hell. ut of all the people you can give, you give her and never even ask me first. Stupid can? She could have pass the cable to Erra instead cause it is much more easier and more pleasant to see Erra than that cadet. Now, I don't care, L2, if you are reading, please collect it back and pass it to Erra. I don't care. Its my property. Da pakai, pandai kasi balik dengan baik. Bukan mintak kene maki. .

So friggin bored.

shazwan

SHMILY

Hoho, Click on the picture to enlarge! Better look at it.

SMRT is going Nuts!

Farah, you better look at this properly!

Giler sia Singapore. 2050 plans? hais. .

take from MK blog! thanks :)

SHMILY

Happy 15th Birthday Zaza

Zaza & Fliq 300

Hamie dot, Manja Batang, Wan300, Hairi;Kawan Manja

Zaza & Fliq

Elle, Zaza, Fireen

Zaza's birthday cake

Farah Supergirl, Wan300, Fliq 300

Random. Found this at the spot at where we are sitting.

Me and beloved SUPER girl!

Suhairi doing advert for clean and green awareness.

haha :)

Group Photo

Da berserak kan, Kemas! $500 tau.

Happy Birthday my bestfriend Girlfriend Zaza.

Thanks for the delicious cake and thanks for sabo-ing me.

Including the one where I am thrown into the water. Hais.

On another not, thanks Farah for coming to Vivo to meet. Cool or what. The next time we go out must eat Murtabak. But one thing, you eat at zam-zam, I eat at Victory. Tapi join table at the center. Haha must bring Erra Yuhanis <3>

Back to the birthday celebration, I hate fliq and hamie cause they throw me into the water. First fliq kene, than hamie threw himself in before anything happen to him. So I protected myself by holding on onto the bench. But hamie and fliq carried me and threw me into the water. shit! They say Jiwa brothers, satu kene, semua kene. Sial, I always hate that part in Jiwa!

will updtate later. have to rush out.

shazwan

SHMILY

My Love personal pictures.

Selena Gomez

Sorry,just too random :)

SHMILY

Tomorrow,

12:34:56pm 7/8/9

I will celebrate like a silly freak cause the number is so friggin cool.
123456789 coooool kan?haha

shazwan

SHMILY

Firstly, i would like to appologise to (that special you)E for negleting you this past few days. I'm sorry for not replying your messages or even answering your call. I know I had been such a jerk but seriously, I'm busy for this few days. I'm sorry for not tellng you where I went. To be honest, I was out with my friends. But I hope you wont be mad at me. Does Selena Gomez name start from S? so don't think and take it in a different way. Whatever it is, if you call me, I will answer you call. Don't worry. I now realise how to prioritise things up. Its you, followed by friends and all. You. .

On a second note, yesterday was super funny. This crazy women wasn't happy cause I was wearing ACS(I) T-shirt. She started scolding us like super crazy siol. Then she decided to call the police. My friend say she had been doing this since he was sec one which is 2003? I think. So its like 6 years of doing this to INNOCENT neighbourhood youngsters. We were actually sitting at the void deck talking. When she suddenly came up an started scolding us. She wasn't happy that I put my leg on the chair. She like super duper random sia. Then she wanted to scare us by calling the police. I was like, call ah! I not scared sia. I never do anything wrong in the first place. So she like piesey uh. She called the police and they also like lazy want to layan her. So Me and my friend decided to call the police for her. Then the police came. The moment the police came, the police started laughing cause they now that crazy women. Everyday make police report. Haha Then at last, the police shoo the crazy women away than he say lah, this kind of people, don't need to layan, just ignore. They are sickening. Haha the police like super funny can? Then I explain to the police that I got the T-shirt from another friend cause we exchange our T-shirt when we meet. One more thing, the women actually wanted to prove o us that she is a police but she didn't have the prove. Lame sia she. Then we say uh, Oh, we are from the Home Team Sector and we have prove. She say she don't want to see cause she don't believe. We were like laughing sia. In the first place, she can't even press charges towards us cause, we were NOT smoking, we were NOT making Noise, and worst still,there were ony three of us and its legal. Its only illegal when there is more than 5 people caus eit amy be counted as illegal gathering. So two words for the old crazy women: FUCK OFF! haha See her picture below.

SHMILY

Oh Ms.S. Don't worry, I'm still for you and only you I look to. You're the one I want to hold and be with. Love you loads.

SHMILY

Sorry for not updating for two days. Cause I came back late and was too tired to on my comp. So this is what I did on Friday. Went out to esplanade. Was suppose to meet that someone but kene buih sak. Nevermind, at least a few others was there to support me. I mean no support, teman. haha Then reached home around 11? 12? Not sure cause was a bit hangover. Haha LOL. Then Saturday, woke up weak and like super exhausted sia.In the afternoon, went to JB with my family and reached home around 4 am. Late as usual. I just woke up sia. .

Nadiah, Selena Gomez is not my cadet. If she was to be my cadet, I wouldn't have quit NCDCC and I would come down for training everyday.Haha She is an actress lah. Go google about her more kay Nadiah Ling! haha

** I'm not mad or even thought that you don't care about me. I'm okay with it and I understand your situation. Its okay. && sorry for not answering your call yesterday. I was in JB and didn't want to raise your bill or even waste my prepaid. So, if you read this now, just give me a call okay love? Sorry for everything and yes, I still remember your promise :) I also promise you okay??

Take care everyone. Will update when I reach home. Going to my grandparents house. Need to go bathe now. muahahaha.

shazwan :)

SHMILY