Your friends can brainwash you, yes they can. But my friends? No they can't. They're like supporting me in whatever crap I'm doing. I'm not blaming your friends or whatsoever but its just that, [baa baa black sheep], uh I don't know lah. Maybe this is one of the obstacles, for me?
Everyone wants me to be perfect but the matter of fact is, I can't. I just can't.
I thought maybe somehow you would understand, but no you don't. Oh well, That's life mannn Adlinnny(:
Eh korang, what rights have you to ask me to write Shazwan's name all over my blog? What rights? I'm making my stand here right now cuz I'm frigging am agigated by the way you've been brainwashing Shazwan. I would rather not say brainwash though. And if you think I am referring to you, you, you, think twice lah please. No names written, so you don't have the rights to accuse me anyhow.
p.s: I do realise I have no rights too but tolong eh, I have his password lah pls.
SHMILY
New Rules Given:Must take care of dearest sweetheart adlin.
Though she never write anything about me, still love her.
Her blog is just about NCDCC, melacca trip,erra&ayu,arina and *****...
hair treatment.
But mine is different.
Its all about her...
Nvm shazwan..this is the last time im writing about her.
i can change..
erm..
okay..
still looking forwaed to next thursday outing with soccer criminals...
My ex soccer team: Home United FC under 18...
Our plan:
Morning me go work..after work they wait for me outside
delifrance.
Then we go Bishan Stadium.
all of them bringing thier girlfriends/mataer/wife..
i still havent ask HER..
i think answer is no cause she say she got art...
too bad i dont have part time gf already.
aniwae lost againts everyone..
my friend
(cannot say wife) will be going out with me
this tuesday.looking forward.
going to work
hais...why she never update my blog..
nevermind....... JEANETTE!!!!!!
help me update my blog can!!!!
haha nvm..aniwae jeanette, u really changed a lot u know..
what i mean is that u already stop doing all the nonscence thingy..haha
yeah..its cool though..
and thanks for putting me at ur link...
too bad adlin doesnt put mine...
dunnoe why..nvm..
haha
later i put yours at mine..then can be couple2 can..
haha
just now doing closing with you was fun..its only
that you sprayed the sanitiser on my shirt...
FUCK LARH!!!
haha looking forward to tomorrow's morning shift cause got Vicky and Jeanette...
Just now sorry had to leave u with new burungs cause i got to go to cck lot 1 to collect
ciabatta and crox...
sorry ehk..i owe u one i cafe mocha!!!
and thanks for the present you gave me at the kitchen..
really appreciate it.. xoxoxo
klarh..enough of writing bout jeanette..
i love adlin..
i know i c.r.y...
then???
why stop me!!
haha let me feel the sensual feeling of c.r.y.i..n.g...
haha
aniwae hope tuesday will be good!!
fingers twist..not crossed!
erm
thats all for today..
lazy wanna type..
i miss farhana..
i miss zahirah..
i miss adlin..
i miss ros zaidah..
i miss vicky..
omg..da mcm playboy sak..
nolah..all of them are my friend acept no.3....
kk bye
love adlin
love adlin...
shazwan...
NILDAEVOLNAWZAHS
++ TODAY I ALSO LOVE JEANETTE AS A FRIEND!
HEHEHEHEHEHE SUAL EHK PRANGAI..............
JKJKJKJKJKJKJKJKJKJKJKJKJKJKJKJKJKJKJKJK
I LOVE ADLIN I LOVE ADLIN I LOVE ADLIN I LOVE
ADLIN
SHMILY
Happy Birthday One!
total of $345 cash collected:
from:
-abg rizal
-nenek
-nenek
-nana
-paman han
-abg ricky
-aunty linda
-uncle anuar
present from:
MP3 creative zen stone plus: mama and papa
Nike wallet: Azra and batrisyia
Cakes and swensens treat:zahirah hidzir
Clothes: Aunty Linda
Cute teddy bear: Sweet Farhana(comes along with card)
and most best give ever:
Adlin Sabrina...from:erm...god??angel..
haha
she is my greatest present!
i love adlin..
SHMILY
Happy Birthday to me!!!!
On this very special day, I miss someone...
The someone i promised to be in 10 years :)
Adlin Sabrina Binte Aswandy.
She is the greatest gift in my life. She always remind me to be a more wise person. Being together with her for almost 4 months had been quite challenging. We had our ups and downs. Even if she is not msging me, i always find a way to think about her. For example, read the letter she gave to me during the outing last saturday. She is one girl who really makes me feel good. She cheers me up when im down and she will call me when i need her. Although we are far apart in distance, I always think of her. I will always find a way to make her happy but may sometimes fail. But now, all i want is to be happy. My Birthday wish for my 16th birthday is to be together with her till eternity. Im having no doubts about that. I want to have a long lasting love which can last till I take my last breath.And yes adlin, I too want to share a duvet and a shopping trolley with you for the entire rest of my life. Im working hard to save $$ for our wedding.Its a night to remeber and we will have our memory written in a nice blog posted everyday. We will get it to share with our future child(1 only) and im sure we are going to have a happy family. I know that its too early to think about all this but its the best way to keep us going on and will help make our love a everlasting love. Dont ever say that your ugly when your'e not. Your'e the sweetest girl and that is why i took you to become my future wife. Im sorry for being to harsh on you sometimes. I may lose temper easily but im trying my best to throw away those habits and change to be a better man.Your love is the greatest present i received. Seriously. Not joking. So to Adlin Sabrina my love, I will love you forever and truly.
with love,
Muhammad Shazwan Bin Sapuwan
nildaevolnawzahs
SHMILY
Happy bday(: I don't know wht's wrong with me but you're making me sick.
Hate this man./Sabby
SHMILY
our baby birth certificate..haha
show off!!
my wife
she looking at a guy steward from qantas..sual arh tu jantan
"dad..look at my birth cert!!"hehe
only i and adlin know
SHMILY
Hi sooooooooooooooooooo friggggggin sweet cannn?
Will add on more later cuz going out, mendak eh kat rumah.
OMGGGGGGGG I LOVE YOU/Sabby
SHMILY
go read adlin blog!
adlinslove.blogspot.com
SHMILY
Good NewsIm not going to leave Singapore for own good.Now i know Adlin is very-very Happy.Anyway,yesterday I went out with Adlin.Suppose to fetch her at Sengkang interchangeat 9:29am, but i reached there around 9:06am.So i rotted while waiting for Adlin.Then saw Adlin,she soooo sweet you know..We took North-East Line to Dhoby Ghaut.Adlin confrim swi-swi wanna watch movieat plaza singapura.so we naik escalatordengan confident. we reached level 7(golden village), and saw that it was under construction. Sway!Luckily,i had plan B.I know how to go Cathay Mallwhich is a few meters behind Plaza Sing.So we walked mcm pengantin to Cathay Mall andquickly booked a ticket. HSM 3 for two(couples seat)So before we went to watch HSM 3, i took adlin forbreakfast at Starbucks where i bought two sliceof Cheese Oreo Cake. and a vente ice blended chocolate.Wow i tell you,muak giler..Then we took lift to level 6.Watch HSM3. While watching the show, my lil sis called meand revealed the bad news.I sad and was shocked thati really had to go. I told adlin about it and both of us cried.I didnt cry like a cry baby.Just...Sobs.. I told adlinnot to worry cause i will fight for my rights to keepmyself intact to Singapore. So after movie, we went to eatat our favourites: Kentucky Fried Chiken (KFC).I read her sweet letter.Omg! so sweet lath kay.Then after makan,we go walk around wash eyes.I bought for my lil sis a folder from Miss Whatever.Then the sales girl like ask,"then tak beli aper2 untuk mataer??"i like lost..hahathen she promoted "Build a bear "across the shop.ya, good idea..i just had mine, named her Sabby. today,make for adlin..bagus arh..hahahaso we walked in to shop.choose a bear.stuffed it.put the heart in, washed it and then print birth certificate.Oh My gOD adlin name her bear Shazwan..Thats MY name!!!!!!!hahai very malu u know u name ure bear after me..aww so sweet...then after that we had to seperate at the MRT station..she going left,i going right.She take NEL.I take NSL.but on the way down the escalator.I suddenly wanted her badly.i ran down to NEL. I called her and informed her im sorriei had to do this..she like..huh???i stand next to her and say turn around.she like...OMG!!!!i insisted of sending her homebut she wanted to send me home.so...scissors paper stone larh..but tooooott!!!i lose...so she send me home..malu you know..then in the mrt,i sacrifise my seat for an old lady.Im good you know..hahathen reached woodlands..brought adlin to my work place.i asked her to come in but she dont want.she stayed outside.i wanted to introduce jeanette to adlin.but adlin tak nak masuk..so i shouted at everyone.hi guys!!!adlin is outside..then manager asked,adlin??then i say...MY WIFE!jeanette face berubah sak..hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaso..seperated at interchange..she took161.i took 911.msged her.reached home, debated with dad abt mestaying in singapore.in the debate, i mentioned adlin name 23 times.i say i want to stay in singapore cause i love adlin.then after that..my dad said: if that is what you want and its your decision, stay with it.then i quickly msged adlin bout the news..celebrate good times come on..oklarh..then at night,i suddenly felt stressed.iwent out to go jogging.i went out aroud like 11pm..jogged up to sembawang park alone.then i sat there and think whats going to happenin the futur..slack there until around 4am.i decided to took bus home. then shit!i never bring wallet!i had to walked back home slowly...reached home around 9plus..then go bath..now..updating blog..i feel tired but cannot sleep..suffering from insomia..hahadats allwith love,shazwanNILDAEVOLNAWZAHS
SHMILY
I've made some amendments to your bloggy cuz the old one had repeated post like crazy. So yeah the rest is still the same. I love you/Sabby
SHMILY
So today Dear Shazwan and me watch HSM3 omg. It was very nice except for the fact that there's too much songs. Sikit sikit jer ah. Then he made me cry, I made him sad. So both buat perangai. Anyway, I named my teddy Shazwan.Go to adlinslove.blogspot.com to listen to grandmama and papa story.
After meeting Dear Shazwan, went home change clothes then chiong take taxi meet Cikgu Suriati which is my teacher. So sad only Fasya and me present. The rest all mia.
SHMILY
Hi I am Sabby and I am helping Dear Shazwan to upload all his pictures cuz blogger is sickening like me nowadays. hahaha. So anyway yesterday after he went for A7X's concert, he went to vivo with his family and the rest. Ate at BNJ. Then headed to build-a-bear go make bear. He named his bear Sabby which is me(I think) omg. So honoured. I too named my bear Shazwan. wow. Kay end(:
SHMILY
waited for her to msg or called me.i worked from 9am to 3pm today.
tought my new staff how to move things
around.can say she quite slow arh.but
aniwae,she say she wanna kenal2 with me.
think twice sey wanna give my number or
not.in the end,my number ended in her hp.
Nadhirah is her name,she asked me to help
in doing things and she say she will msg
me if she is unsure abt anything but by the
way she msging me, ini bukan nak mintak tlg,
ini mintak kene sepak. She say, "Shazwan, u
are sweet larh just now... thanks for helping
me eh=)"
What does helping makes me sweet??
girls now days..
aniwae im lost.
again for the second time.
Luckily Farhana was there to help me.
She cheered me up through msgs.
Thanks awak. Kiter amat bersyukur
kerana dpt kawan seperti awak.
Just three msgs from her today which is:
adlin hp
message received
23-oct-2008 7:06pm
Hi hi i miss you
(i didnt reply)
adlin hp
message received
23-OCT-2008 9:30pm
Omg u working eh love?
(i replied: No.)
adlin hp
message received
23-oct-2008 9:34pm
Oh its okay thn gdnitey i go sleep first.
(i replied:Ok.gudnite.)
it seems that the panic thingy doesnt last.
no love msgs today.not even a "i love you"
thats why i feel lost. I trust her.
Only that i missing her.
She doesnt look forward to meeting me.maybe?
im not sure,ask her when we goin out,she say
dont know or when you want?
can u make the choice,ur the girl.in a
relationship, the girl control the time and place
meet what.nvm,need to find doctor love to teach all
this.i dunnoe what to do already.
now just waiting for her to msg me.Im tired of sending
msgs which has no reply.
Wasting my prepaid. If reply also at least take about erm,
sometimes up to half an hour.
nevermind,im just pulling myself back.
Just wish she will msg me.
Not i msg her.
I mean it.
My life is getting more terok and terok.
She say she feel sad for me.
Thanks for saying that.appreciate it.
But u didnt manage to cheer me up.
Farhana did..
thanks..
goodnite everyone.
shazwan
Expiring my contract with mystery.
SHMILY
10 steps to being a GOOD cadet while loving a Girl(Adlin Sabrina)
1. Achieve a high rank through cheat codes:
-Look smart when an officer is in front of you. Just act good.
-If an officer is teaching something, show your interest even though you dont want to learn.
-Dress well. Iron uniform. Kiwi boots(dont have to shine so bright)because if your boot so shiny
but perangai mcm toooott for what.
2. When going on a parade, make sure you look good and if you are wearing specs, change to contact lens.
(its much more better) i dont know wether girls prefer boys with glasses on?? not sure. but i think
i look like blur sotong.
3. Let the whole contingent that your'e attachd to the girl.
(The girl maybe happy cause she will know that you appreciate her)
4. Must react fast (get the girl a drink if she is thirsty and sacrifice your food if she is hungry)
5. Do easy things but let people think that it is difficult.
6. Show that youre caring.(lol -_-)
7. Put up the best in you. For eg: Rugby singapore team or Ncdcc warrant officer.
8. Dont be a show off. Just stay down to earth. (if your'e a W.O, just stay low, treat your cadets as though you
have the same rank as them. Especially to PIONEER SEC, i had been acting like you all since i mix with you guys in the bus.)
9. Show the girl your love and your honesty towards her.
10. Say this to the girl you love loudly in front of everyone for eg: I LOVE ADLIN!!!!!
so to the Warrrant Officer to be or Singapore Rugby players to be, here is some tips i can give if the girl you like is around you all the time.
haha i love adlin..
shared alot of memories with her day and night , under the hot sun or even the stars.
she is my everything..
cant leave her cause she is my queen..if she is gone, im lost.
I will always love her no matter what..
She is the sweetest thing that had happened in my life.
My life turned to be a better one since i saw her beautiful and sweet face..
All my life, i will only want her.Not any other girls,
eventhough how hard a girl want, i will still love adlin and i will
always ignore the girls cause they are useless..
Im serious in this relationship.
I really enjoy it when we are together.
She always give me the sweet smile which always make me force myself to give her
a kiss..or even a hug..
Her soft hand always give me the confident that I am hers forever.
Therefore:
I LOVE ADLIN SABRINA SERIOUSLY & I WILL LOVE HER FOREVER AND EVER..
to:
adlin sabrina bte aswandy
with lots of love:
muhammad shazwan bin sapuwan
nildaevolnawzahs
SHMILY
today is today...tomorrow is tomorrow..
yesterday was history and even a second
ago was history..
i love adlin so much..
truly..
forever and always..
:)
my life is brilliant..
SHMILY
sorrie...my laptop is unable to upload pictures to my blog...
but i actually get to upload it up to my friendster..
so view my friendster..
im sad cause wife dont want to meet me..
nvm,,turning to zahirah..im devoted to dont know what and who..
maybe im just dreaming along waiting for the time to come..
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad...
life is not quite wonderful for me cause im still confuse about
something..not about my realtionship with adlin..
should i tell her about the problem or not..erm, maybe
she not interested...
if she want to know,she will ask..
thanks vicky for being there for me all the time..
i owe u one iced cafe' latte...make for you at work okay...
and thanks for sharing your secret...i love you too as my friend..
and if u think im sweet,ure sweeter..haha we're friends kan??
must teach me chinese hor..u very2 nice..
haha yayay i meeting u today(monday) we work same shift for the
whole week..haha luckily no jeanette..if not, later she angry when
she see you talk to me..haha
once again,vicky, thanks for being there when im alone..
i really-really owe you something..
i dunnoe why i feel alone when adlin is always available to talk top me..
she is sweet to talk to but i dont understand what she trying to say to me..
doers she love me..maybe and definately yes cause when i say i love her,
she would "i love you too lah"..unlike vicky,she says i love you to me with
the....ermm...dunnoe how to say larh...
the sweet mushy-mushy cute-cute lovely-lovely hot-hot love u..
ala nvm..
adlin is still the sweetest and i never ever regret getting married to her..
sorry vicky...its the truth..aniwae, i try to go out with u
if u really insist of goin out with me..me no prob..only that i scared adlin wont allow..
you know..she is so sweet...until i scared of her..
scared she will say three words..i want break.. which i think she wont ever say..
and one more thing for vicky, dont put to much hopes on getting me kay..
yah, u can be my special friend but not more than that..same goes to jeannete..
the good thing about vicky which i like is that you NEVER seduce me not like SOMEONE!!!
oopppsss!!!haha
adlin is already bck from malacca..i dunnoe wether she misses me or not..but i miss her..
cant wait for tmrw.. tmrw schedule is:
7:45am wake up(bibik wake me up!)
7:47am bathe
8:15am get out of toilet
8:17am wear uniform
8:25am breakfast
8:35am go to work
9am yay!!! meet vicky..haha conventrate on work..((psssttt saving money to get married to adlin)
3pm game over(go home with vicky) she sending me home
after 7pm:going johor.. dunnoe wether i should buy for adlin chewing gum or even kit-kat cause she like dont want to meet me...sad :(
nvm,vicky know what to do to make me smile!!hehe
im bored..
life is miserable..
ala senang..
BUNUH DIRI SUDAH!!
haha jkjkjkjk
sad sad sad sad sad sad..
does adlin really love me???
someone, tell me please..anyone??
help neede once again...
im sick and tired of the love story ps:iloveyou..
????quetion marks..
ask adlin wether i should go to her school nxt year as clt...she say
DONT KNOW LARH!!
which maybe stands for:i dont ever want to see your face...erm i think
nvm i understand..im not mad taw..
just saying it out cause im confused..
i love you..
i miss my school especially my ex-part time girlfriend..
zahirah..
wo siang ni..
i miss going to school with you..
so coolkan..we
so close to each other that sampai orang ingat kiter mataer or even adik beradik..
yelarh
Muhammad Shazwan Bin Hidzir per..
or or
Siti Zahirah Bte Sapuwan...
haha which one you want..
miss those times when we went out..go kfc or macd..fun kan..with syahir and affie...
go buy bubble tea at 883 woodlands north plaza..
NI-PEARL GANG!
haha really miss you guys and especially ZAHIRAH(marshmello nose)
i owe you the billabong bag..must wait for 7 november..my gaji kluar..
but on that day,vicky is askin me out..erm maybe the next day..
see ferst if adlin allow..im her husband you see..maklum lah..
dah kahwin..haha
klarh...i will update tommorow..
goodnit vicky..
goodnite adlin sabrina bte oi...
goodnight zahirah bte sapuwan...
love you all and especially
adlin...
i love you the most..
take care all of you..
Muhammad Shazwan
nildaevolnawzahs
reh evol i hcum woh sa em evol ehs rehtew wonk tnod i tub
go solve it your self..
haha
1:28am 20 october 2008
8 more days..hahaha
SHMILY
reason i never blog for the past few days
TIRED
im really2 tired sia..then somemore that sual like to seduce me..
just wish i can stop..my wife is now in malacca..hais..miss her so much..
its ok..tmrw she will be back..so its kejam celik only..phew..
i love adlin..
i miss her..
anything i do always reminds me of her..
she sooooo sweet..
ok nvm...tmrw we talk on the phone okay??
erm, so now my life is changing a lot
cause i my wife really love me..
she so sweet..twice..
okay2...yesterday was my graduation day..
sad though..i miss evergreen...
i miss evergreen more than adlin..haha
no lah..joking joking...
oklarhs..i need to go to work..
saving money for my marriage..
erm..i dunnoe why my blog cannot upload pics..
i try to upload tmrw kays..
take care everyone..
especially adlin sabrina..
i love you larhs..
SHMILY
Hi syg, I will miss you like ALOTTTTTTTT YOU SILLY. Go update your blog laaaaaaah. Put graduation pictures and stuffs.
I think i sucks. Hello Nadiah Ling! /Sabby
SHMILY
hi congratulations you make me hate you. /sabby
(Can't you see that i AM BORED?) I love you alot lah silly!
SHMILY
Hi. Just came back from school and I miss you alot already much much muchhh.
So anyway Aidil is very sickening cuz he keep making me jealous cuz he mention Atika's name alot of times which is sooooo tidak perlu.
p.s: Is Friday still on? /Sabby
SHMILY
Awww. So sweet lah kan.
Fikir best kepe she go seduce you anyhow? hahahaha.
Don't let me see her anywhere in this part of the world uh. Nanti kau.
Kay joke. Go lah go on. Go, pergi seduce banyak banyak. /Sabby
SHMILY
jeannnete...
im not handsome...
zakaria is!!!!haha
SHMILY
i didnt know why i bought it in the first place..
$9.45
to adlin my lovely one,
i love you and thank you for trusting me..
i now know that u really love me and care
for me..thank you once again..
i also trust you and always think of you..
we will last forever..
yeterday was our monthsary
and thanks for going out with me..
i really enjoyed the movie..
this friday, I HOPE i can go..
blum confirm sgt..
to be confirm on thursday evening..
today i didnt work cause i mintak cuti..
think too much of you..
soory jeannete..didnt get to go to work..
but u also must remeber hor, i already have a wife..
so i dont have to remind u of that all the time..
rules for jeannete:
-no seducing me
-u can say u like me but u cannot say u love me coz i got wife
-dont ever think of pulling me into the toilet and do crazy things
to me(i wont fall for you)
-cannot any how touch people
-must concentrate on ur job instead of me
-i got wife and i love her(*remember)
-we are only friends,thats all
so jeannete,dont love me..and u must really stop sending me love msgs..
ure just wasting ure money cause i not going to reply all ur msgs..
if ure asking wether i wrking or not, go check schedule next to the fridge..
my name is stated down there..so jeannete, we are friends kays..not more than that..
more over, im getting married soon..haha 10 years..aniwae u saw my gf photo rite..
i know u look sweet and cute but u still cannot win my adlin sabrina..
she is the cutest and the sweetest u know??
so c u at work tomorrow...remember the rules kays..we same age..cannot do crazy stuff..
i older than u only 1 mth 3 days..
adlin is always being looooovvvvveeeedddd by muhD shazwan..
singnning out..byessss
with love shazwan..
NILDAEVOLNAWZAHS
SHMILY
Yesterday went to watch Eagle Eye. Damn cool I tell you.
Happy 3rd monthsary to us omg. (Was meant for 13 October)
Anyway, sorry didn't celebrate till dawn cuz we underage. hahahaha.
Entah eh who underage.
Didn't you yourself set the rules to be, 'always trust each other'?
I was just trying to follow the rules yknw. I'm giving you wings to fly because I trust you. Starting from tmr onwards if you never reply to my msges or send me msg, I will start to go panic okay. Will slowly try to control you. (Very slowly)
And btw, don't say we will last long. Say we will last forever.
I love you alot lah. /Sabby
p.s: Friday 10.30am fetch me at my house remember!
Must remember I tell you. If not you gonna get one sangat tight slap from me. hahahaha[:
SHMILY
Hello I love you. /Sabby.
Sorry for acting a little bit weird weird just now.
Very sickening lah me.
Anyway, sual eh itu anak. (Referring to J.)
SHMILY
I dont know how?and what to do?
now im really missing out...
can someone help me solve my problem..someone??please anyone..
i lost my friend..
i lost my head..
i lost everything!
my life is hopeless..
i dont find anything good about me..
why does it have to turn this way..
im really feeling like a WEML...
im a sicko
sickening..
can someone please..show me the real meaning of life..
i tried not to be emo for 5 months consecutively..
but its still not working..
found a job: hopeless manager
found a friend: lost it yesterday
found a wife: im being a bad husband
have a family: they dont even care bout me
what can i do..
die??
no no.. nanti dapat one golden tiket down to hell!!
1st..
i tried to impress bubbles but she is not into this game, therefore..
LOST!
everytime i go to work..i cannot concentrate..
im always wondering what adlin is doing..
omg is she meeting another guy??
going out on a date with another guy??
im scared..i really dont know..
but what i know is that she love me..
but im not sure how deep is her love..
maybe just a pothhole??too small though..
erm..let me be the victim
im hopeless..
i try not to be sad..but we are too far apart..
just wish we can stay beside each other..
i really love bubbles..
but what about me..
tomorrow im celebrating my 3rd month anniversary(13th) alone!
hais
see...im hopeless.
im hopeless that until my gf oso dont want to meet me..
maybe she hates me..maybe yes,maybe no..
i need SOS..
save oh shazwan!!
to adlin:
u dont have to be stress hor..
im forever yours but i dont
know how to maintain the
love we had to have during
the first month..
i love you for what you are!
u r not hopeless
im the one!
i love adlin sabrina forever and i dont ever think of leaving her!!read this out loud
so is this my life..
shazwan sapuwan
SHMILY
Bus 83 cannot go my place. That bus go Adam's guardian's house.
Bus 80, 87, 119, 163 then can. Lrt also can, stop at ranggung. Jalan kaki pon boleh takder orang halang. (Atleast Sengkong is much more better than Woodlonds. hahaha kay "roflmao".)
Thank you for the kit-kat eh. Its worsening my throat. But thank you anyway, I get to taste the wonderful feeling of having a chocolate melting inside mouth. Ah kay merepek.
p.s: Its sore throat not soar throat.
Sorry for giving attitude. I was tired lah geng.
I love you alot lah, (*)// Sabby.
SHMILY
me and my beloved wife adlin sabrina
To be the special person u always had been..
Going out with the person i love was great..tell me, who doesn't enjoy it..u must be crazy..
so yesterday, i went out with suhairi in the morning..met him around 8am and then made our way to sengkang interchange..as usual, suhairi will say.."asal kau kelam-kabut...adlin mesti lambat"..but i don't care..haha so we waited for adlin at usual place..
Traveled to adlin place from interchange..erm i think 83..not sure..then when reach adlin house...amazing NUMBER 3...haha in her living room,she got 3 ceiling fans,3 tv's set next to each other.and 3 set's of tempat letak kuih...so its superb 3...coolkan..so adlin being my future wife served me and suhairi drinks..aaawwwww so sweet you know..you don't know how i feel when she served a drink to me..ok2 da??cukop!!adlin on cartoon network...didn't watch it though..i only watch playhouse disney...aaaiiiinnnggg so adlin dad, Mr Aswandy came home..showing lots of respect to him..i greeted him..He is a very rajin man..Then he talked to us about job's at airport and what is the best job to look for in the mean time..Adlin then served me and suhairi Kway Teow Goreng..home made...nice!!!i like...
Then adlin mum came out..she looks so fierce..scare me you know..then adlin mum ,adlin and bro went out to go to thier ustaza house..so we waited like 30mins or so..chatted with Mr Aswandy..watch documentary on the right TV while listening to SCTV(indoneisian channel) on the left TV..Kaya Tv sehx...Soon after all that, adlin return home and we straight away went out..I think i shoul address Adlin's mum as Mrs Aswandy..Hmm then we went to take LRT wit Mrs Aswandy,Mrs Shazwan,Mr Alfian... i and suhairi confessed that that was our first time on an LRT..Omg,tapi samer mcm MRT cumer smaller edition..Adlin was being mushy2(mcm the sayang2 type and she was beautiful witth the white baju kurung)...she was really different..Poor thing she got soar throat..kesian arh sayang.. i had to force her eat medicine sehx..ok2..then we reach sengkang interchange we waited for aidil(PHSS) and Erraylah...Erra was damn late i tell u..we waited for 30mins for this kecik to siap..late sehx...
Ok2 den we took 161 to woodlands..Adlin mum was still fierce...she kept quiet all the time..im nervous when adlin start to hold me and show me the syg2 face..scared the mum dont like..ok den we reached to woodlands interchange, met syed M , Haikal and Arshard.. then we took 911 to my house..my uncle and aunty was all there and they all keep on looking at adlin coz she and me wearing same colour..then abg hairul kacau me, he say, "Ni pkai baju putih mesti ada taw nie..perempuan tu pon pkai samer color..aaaiiiinnnggg" haha thanx ehk abg..My ex-part time gf came with aidil (EVGSS)...Dzuraij and Luqman came..Ok then i talked to adlin mum..get to know abt her and alfian more..cool or what..ok now i getting closer to my in-laws..
haha so we went out to sengkang..seperated with Mrs aswandy,Alfian,suhairi,zahirah,aidil evgss,syed M,dzuraij... We went to a SSG NCDCC house whom i dunnoe lerh...nvm... i look the cookies at her house though..sedap..next i went to Fasya house..lepak down there till i was so sleepy..ngantok giler sehx..hahathen haikal and arshard and luqman came...we then together go to Aidil House...his house nice sia..i tell u so modern.. then went to haikal house...watch soccer norway vs. scotland..last house was Atika house..or can say, MRS Aidil house(PHSS)..
I and arshard share a duit naik taxi otw back to wdlands..$14:30...hais burn... Adlin sent me to my cab ..then after that she say she want to go Fasya house..which was suppose to be a 5-10mins walk frm where we waited the taxi..but when i reached home..i msged Fasya to ask her wether adlin da sampai..oh shhiiittt da 30 mins plus and she still not there...I felt like goin back to find adlin.. i called fasya to help me find adlin but she say she wants to sleep oredy..i really panicked.. i left from sengkang ard,11:30pm and now it is 12:05pm..i reached woodlands but she still havent reach fasya house..omg...
then i really2 panicked..at last fasya sent me this msg:
Fasya PHSS
12 Oct 2008
12:07am
Message Received M1
K die da sampai :)
phew..lega sikit..menakot kan sehx...
aniwae..i really love adlin you know.. i only love her..
no one can stop me..and if u think sending love msgs to me works??
NO! i already have adlin.. i wont fall for anyone else..
Adlin is mine!!!
with love,
muhammad Shazwan bin sapuwan
Adlin husband!!!
SHMILY
Hello I miss you cuz just now I work then got my big brother name also pronunciation like Shazwan. Can't wait to meet you later okiee dorkiee. I love you alot lah (silly). /Sabby
SHMILY
for th 7th time: Im Sorry..
im sorry for not being a good boyfriend...i try my best all the time to make u happy but i always fail..i tried all the methods and style i know.. but hais...i've done it! aniwae now we're ok..chill..we meeting in less than 12hrs..i will be waiting in front of ur skool at 12:40pm.. must do ur art properly hor..i love you...
messeges you sent me:
Mrs Shazwan hp 6:48pm
9 oct 2008
received M1
i am sorry.
Mrs Shazwan hp 7:02pm
9 oct 2008
received M1
I dn't knw lah syg.You're making me sad yknw. But i love you still.
Mrs Shazwan hp 7:26pm
9 oct 2008
received M1
I miss you alot and I dn't knw wht to say anymore lah syg.
the rest a bit confidential hor..
so i understand ure situation. U are meant to be like that and i knw its hard for you to change..Den if like dat, dont change!just stay with what and who u are...dont be a fake kays??
not scolding taw...taking in a soft tone..i love you adlin sabrina!
kk
so today was bored..didnt do aninting fun acept nothing..
fought with adlin(actually i dont understand what she want...first minute she was talking so fast and fun,the next moment she suddenly keeps quite and never talk.she made me think back twice wether i got say aniting wrong..)
but aniwae we are ok..i love her and she love me..me saving money for marriage in 9yrs 8mths 3 days 21hrs..
still counting down..i love adlin so much that i can even run around the world just for her..
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see how much i love you..
one more time..
i love u..seriously...not lying...
only you ehk...no body else..
take care syg!
with love,
muhammad shazwan
NILDAEVOLNAWZAHS
SHMILY
See you make me cry again. I love you. /Sabby.
SHMILY
Saturday! 11 october(open house) *(terms and condition apply)
me in my new uniform
candid(thanx to zahirah)
pose!haha
song of the day: Better That We Break- Maroon 5I never knew perfection 'tillI heard you speak, and now it kills meJust to hear you say the simple thingsNow waking up is hard to doAnd sleeping is impossible tooEverything is reminding me of youWhat can I do? It's not right, not okayTo say the words that you sayMaybe we're better off this way?
I'm not fine, I'm in painIt's harder everydayMaybe we're better off this way? It's better that we break…A fool to let you slip awayI chase you just to hear you sayYou're scared and that you think that I'm insaneThe city looks so nice from herePity I can't see it clearlyWhile you're standing there, it disappearsIt disappearsIt's not right, not okayTo say the words that you sayMaybe we're better off this way? I'm not fine, I'm in painIt's harder everydayMaybe we're better off this way?
It's better that we breakSo you're sitting all aloneYou're fragile and you're cold, but that's alrightLife these days is getting roughThey've knocked you down and beat you upBut it's just a rollercoaster anyway, yeahIt's not right, not okayTo say the words that you sayMaybe we're better off this way?
I'm not fine, I'm in painIt's harder everydayMaybe we're better off this way? I'm not fine, not okayTo say the words that you sayMaybe we're better off this way? I'm not fine, I'm in painIt's harder everydayMaybe we're better off this way? It's better that we break, baby
dont worry sayang(adlin/bubbles), the song is not refering to our relationship
:)
aniwae,i chose the song cause its very meaningful..haha zahirah,dont ever sing this song to filkhairi!! if not i kill you!!haha so i dedicate this song to: Zahirah(my part-time girl friend)
sorrie it didnt last..we break up oredy..so da tak ade part-time part-time lagi..we are best friends! :)
to adlin,im so2 sorry for ignoring u and not msging u for the past few days..aniwae u stillknow that i love you kan??so dont worry kays bubles!
aniwae nice chatting on the phone! u are sing-kan!hot!cute!
al anything nice lar!(jgn kembang ehk)
ok dah!
erm now working...mendak!
actually im saving my money for marriage!!
haha
Bistro Delifrance'
kk to everyone.
this is my working hours!
monday 6 oct: 5pm-11pm(6hrs)
tuesday 7 oct:5pm-11pm(6hrs)
wednesday 8 oct:5pm-11pm(6hrs)
friday 10oct:9am-11pm(wahpiang eh!)(14hrs)
haha
next week punya schedule, later i update kays..need to ask manager..
one more thing..adlin, i wont be mad at u cause ure the girl i love..i know u refreshed ur brain oredy but dont just forget and move on..u have to learn by mistakes and move on kay syg..i not mad at u..jgn takot..i will always love you..
zahirah,thanks for following me home..teman me or someting?? erm ya..i uploading the photo we took..wait ehk...
sakit!haha mati2 nak ambek gambar
perempuan gila!!!!!
you're still the one..zahirah
thanks tau zahirah..ure the best..erm this saturday meeting adlin...no mood arh..working makes me tired and sleepy which is = no mood! wish me all the best for this saturday.. a bit scared arh jumpa my future in-laws..but at least better than zahirah's mom...garang giler...lelaki tak blh call pon..mampos...haha so zahirah,please confirm with me again for this saturday outing..
to erra,so how??done your job..i've don mine..al chicken feet lah..try all the best kays..sorie didnt get to reply ur msgs..i working lah ehk!haha see you this saturday! 12pm
erm is adlin looking forward for this saturday outing??im still wondering though..and adlin,remeber to eat strepsils and drink WARM plain water not COLD plain water..im ordering and controling you now! haha
take care everyone
nildaevolnawzahs
TERMS AND CONDITION
Only Pei Hwa Secondary School Students under Cikgu Suriati is allowed to come. Other than that, no entry will be allowed.Please come together as a group. Other students or friends whom i invited are also allowed to come. Dress with baju kurung or any malay tradisional clothes. The gate will be opened at 12pm sharp and will be closed at 12:20pm. Last guest will be allowed in at 12:19pm. The HI-TEA will end at 2:50pm sharp and food reception is available for free. For any enquiry please call Muhammad Shazwan OR Adlin Sabrina for any info. Thank you!
haha jkjk anyone can come..but the timing is ,erm i going out at 3 plus..so ard 3 korg kene blah!haha
take care and c u guys!
nildaevolnawzahs
SHMILY
I love you for a million reasons, no paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.
I'm sorry I couldn't remember my past mistakes because I've seriously deleted it already. Didn't you ask to refresh everything? So yeah, this is what I call really refresh everything. I couldn't remember a thing about our past except for ncdcc ndp. Really.
Anyway, I drink cold water instead of warm water. But still my voice is like Bubbs you knew. Don't worry.//Sabby.
SHMILY
Hello hello hello hello blossom blossom blossom.
I miss you alot alot alot can't you see? (I know you can't)
So anyway, will be looking forward to this Saturday.
Anyway, You shall fret not, I won't love naqib bcs he is my idol.
Thank you for all the good luck msges although I know I don't need any bcs confirm no hope punya.
And yeah I think I love ncdcc more than I love you. hahahaha. Joking syg!
Of course I love you alot lah (silly).
p.s// Till then, you'll receive my whatsort xoxo through Fedex.
SHMILY
Don't send through email. No good lah.
Through Fedex can?
Confirm reach very fast eh, like super duper wuper fast.
Anyway, can you please don't show my picture to your friends bcs I'm ugly. No face uh you. (Boooo)
//Sabby.
SHMILY
i love my wife so much!!ok...today was cool..finish last N Level paper at last!!!omg!!no school!!hahaso aft school,met suhairi...erm,went to clemeti to pandan loop 230to colect my uniform..so den after that we go lepak2..den 455pm i reported at my workplace..ehk2...waiitt!!!! before go to work, i talk to two of my bestie...zahirah n syahir..(how i wish they were still together...aaaiiiinnnnggg hahaha)kk den we talkpoor thing syahir hp kene curik kat jb...den we talk pkai conference..kecoh!hahaok now work..erm cool or wat workki learn to usher and serve people..SERVE ONE ANOTHER!!haha RC kepe??hahak da menogarot!so i made a lot of new cool frends..i tell u,people at delifrance are sooo kind!!they very frendly hor..cool kan..den work frm 5pm to 11pm..not tired at all cause i got to talkto my wife on the phone!!we really miss each othe..GOOD LUCK FOR UR ENG & MT PAPER 2 SYG..
must do welll...dont be like me..hancur,hanyut..takde harapan..sarapan jer..haha lolkk meeting my peihwa gang this saturday..they coming my house.yeah!!but i have to fetch adlin n my mother in law at thier house ferst!hahaklorhs..that's all for today!love adlin so much!!shazwan...
ANIRBASNILDAEVOLNAWZAHS
SHMILY
For the last time I'm going to ask you this, are you still going to marry me after hitting your head hard with tar tar sauce?
Yes, I wish that you'll love me for eternity. Yes, I wish. Although I didn't believe in the existence of forever/eternity, I still hang on to the hope that maybe someday wishes do come true. Blow candles and make a wish.
I love you alot lah silly.
p.s// I am not pretty ah kay.
SHMILY
I know tar tar sauce smoke, but it didn't hurt me a bit. The reason is simple, very simple. I do not love him. So you still wanna fight with me? Go on blame my alter ego. Go on hate me. But I still love you alot lah silly.
And btw, I posted twice. So you have to scroll this blog down down down till you can see my first post for today.
SHMILY
Im out of hospital but wish im still in it!!
hais damn it..
i feel lost rite noe..
not goin to mention the name..
i dont know who that person love..
i was told by that person that that person name wouldnt appear
again..and there it was..clearly stated tts...
figure it urself..
but nvm,
just being strong and always remind my self of my goal..
i wouldnt let that person go no matter wat..
not angry though..
just confused...those everyone suffer love??
im confuse..someone please give me a call
at 93435915...help needed..if u care, do call..if u dont..
hais...
nvm..
aniwae today my uncle passed away..
so sad thing..
he was having his open house yesterday
when his buffet berner da habis..
he decided to go to the shop
then he got heart attack leaving all the people
he invited at his home...
even more worse, leaving behind his children
triplets somemore..
hais
poor thing...
nvm..
then just now go melawat...
sad arh..
:(
luckily bubbles called me wen i asked her to..
she really cheered me up and omg, im in love..
not falling for another girl..
maybe..Rejected 3 girls just for her..i am making a right decision??kan?? not sure..
Please help me!!someone!!but I love bubbles u know!!haisso aniwae, im still waiting forher to publish my post..omg so long arhshe never even reply at msn??msg??give nudge but stillwaiting...pending...takpelag arh!!byewith loveshazwan
SHMILY
Your friends can brainwash you, yes they can. But my friends? No they can't. They're like supporting me in whatever crap I'm doing. I'm not blaming your friends or whatsoever but its just that, [baa baa black sheep], uh I don't know lah. Maybe this is one of the obstacles, for me?
