Point Six

Whatever it is, I still can't log in. I think I know why you are doing all this. Maybe history is going to repeat its self. ILY :D

SHMILY

When you climb higher on a very high mountain, you think that your dream of reaching the top is possible but when a huge ball of snow suddenly comes down and crush you like a small ant, you can't do anything to save yourself.

You want to make a special someone proud of him/herself but they just trash it and give a bad comment and just ignore you. But at the end of the day, he/she will hate you a lot. It hurts.

I'm feeling so bad right now.I hate myself.Wish to make myself a peace and keep my relationship to go on well everyday with the hope of smiling and doing something good to make me being appreciated even more. Can I turn back time and get back to where I started? Maybe its just too late.

shazwan

SHMILY

♥Adlin Sabrina Bte Aswandy♥

♥ My forever and always ♥

I'm so proud of my gf cause she will be going for

something on the 13th June.(psssst 11 months oi)

Look at how sweet and cute she is. Awww

make me cair only :P

Random Photo's

Adlin Sabrina Bte Aswandy ♥

Us at Jalan Kayu to eat Prawn Murtabak

for free.

My feeling for my gf is getting more and more giler. That means I love her more each day. I really want to wish her all the best for her upcoming audition. I always tell her that she don't have to worry cause she is already pretty and will surely make it through. Trust me ♥

Since Monday, I had been meeting gf with friends at NCDCC Day Parade Rehersal at BRTC and other places too. Will be meeting her up to Sunday. Say it cooool kan? cool.

Sorry I had not been updating my blog and very special sorry to May Ling for not uploading the pictures. I'm not in the mood to upload so so so so so many pictures.(159 pics) I'm scared my blog will lag due to a lot of pics. Will try my best to upload slowly during the weekends. And by the way, Hi May Ling! Saw you at compass just now.

In the mean time, I'm waiting for soccer match (Manchester United V.S Barcelona FC) Champions League Final. Hopefully ManU will win. Praying hard here,

Kay, need to go. Ciao!

Shazwan

Labels: My girlfriend is a .....

SHMILY

I'm lost right now cause gf have yet to call me to tell me wether me and her going out or not. If not, I have to follow my parents to this seminar at Takashimaya. Lazy and Boring sia to follow them. Gf knows why I hate going out with my parents. Erm, I tried to call love but she never answer. Maybe she is still asleep. I wish I can rewind time and be as the normal relationship I used to have. I had the fighting part in a relationship cause I know I sure lose. Even if I commit the crime, or never commit the crime, I'm still the one on fault. But I have to agree that ya, I am in the wrong for all the mistakes I made a few days ago. Its only that I'm worried and I don't know what else to say. Tried to talk to mum but she sure nag and nag at me. I will try all my best to stay put in this relationship and won't ever want to leave her. She is very important in my life. Since I marry her on 13 July 2008. I had been on form in rugby. Really love to play rugby nowadays. Everytime the ball is in my hand, I feel like I'm holding on onto my gf's life and wouldn't want to let it go till I reach the try line. Cool kan? So I havve to go now,my parents dah saying" Shut the computer now". Heehee. Love, please call me as soon as possible cause I miss you so much. Love you so much Adlin <3

shazwan

SHMILY

I'm Sorry Adlin Sabrina. I admit that I am in the wrong and I promise not to do it again. I love you loads syg :) btw, aku sokong ainun GM that you are super pretty!

SHMILY

Please someone help me. Today i suffered more than enough. Please, if you love me please don't open the topic in front of him. He is gonna kill me if I tell anyone about what happened just now. Please save me. I don't want to suffer anymore. Please.

SHMILY

sorry mayling. i forgot to give shaz the usb cable just now when i met him.
so its on wednesday i hope he gnna update his blog.
HEHEHEHE.
love you babe.

SHHHHHAZ, I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU SIA CAN?

SHMILY

Letter From Nike Singapore Zoom plus. 15 May 2009

Nike Zoom '09
Young Stars Award

Muhammad Shazwan Bin Sapuwan
Singapore Rugby Union
Country: Singapore

Nike says: The 17-year-old scrum-half scored tries like there was no tomorrow in the lower divisions and brought his impressive form with him into the top flight. Strong in the air and quick on his feet, Shazwan is proving to be one of the discoveries of the season. The Singaporean young star has won over quite a few female fans as well. He also reads the game quite well and also has a lot of style to his play.

________________________________________________________________________________

My reply: I cant' believe that this would really appear in my life. My joy towards my own passion had brought me forward every time I play in the match. From several trainings on and off the pitch, I practice style and tactics for every game. Not forgetting the support from my friends and my lovely girl friend, Adlin Sabrina.

shazwan

SHMILY

updating tonight ....
stay tune

by order

okiedokie

SHMILY

I love adlin sabrina forever and always!

SHMILY

Happy 10th Monthsary :)

heylo people:)

I am proud to announce that today is my 10th Monthsary with my lovely wife, Adlin Sabrina. She had been the greatest gift of my life. She make me smile whenever I meet her and she always has the beautiful and cute face of hers to make me smile. I'm always proud that she is my wife. Once again Happy 10th Monthsary Baby :)

with lots of love,

shazwan

SHMILY

To you: So let me see, if you're soooo freakin smart to be from Riverside Secondary and you're a Secondary 4 student and I assume you're older than me; You've gotta be kidding me! You need to try even fking much more harder to break Shazwan and me up mannn! Babe you've got to plan your mindmap this time round huh.
Keyword: TRY HARDER!

hmm, you said: "I will break you're relationship I tell you."
And yes, I'm pretty much sure you don't believe in karma do you?
Oh well, is there anything else you wnna do to make Shazwan and me break up? I recommend you to use black magic, its even more effective serious.
Now there you go, Shikin that's obviously clear enough for you ey.

Physics paper done Physics paper done Mid year over mid year over(chanting). *PINCH ME S!
Now we gnna have some fun under the sun. goodbye books, for now.

SHMILY

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Millions of words can't explain the love in my heart!
three cheers for 10 months baby! :)
6years 2 months to go to marriage baby! heehee

NILDAEVOLNAWZAHS

Shazwan

SHMILY

Art wasn't that torture at all!
Lucky I did my prep works before hand.
Anyway don't worry, I'm gnna fail hahahaha.
Sia sia jek I do.

Come quick faster Friday. Faster Friday come quick!

SHMILY

Awesomest Today! :)

Here are some photo's that came late to be publish cause the principal, Muhammad Shazwan malas nak upload. Kay LOL!

spring Cleaning at my house in JB.

Step sia mukkkkeeeerrr

I love today sial. It's very-very awesome!

First: In the morning I met love. We spend time together and I really miss her so much. Very enjoying and memorable moment.

Second: Went to Banquet@ Causeway Point to eat with my future family. Cool kan. Then wife so excited when she saw Maya Azeera. LOL. heehee

Third: went for my rugby match againts Raffles Inst. Thought I sure spoil the game cause I never went for training like how many dacades. But guess what? I was Man-of-the-match and I even score the highest try score in my entire career. I was so happy cause wife supported me through the phone.
hehe it was seriously an awesome day I can say.

and finally:

Happy Mother's Day!

NILDAEVOLNAWZAHS

Shazwan

Labels: I lock my love to Adlin Sabrina since 13 July 2008

SHMILY

Hi hi hi hiiiiiiiiiiiii Adlin here Shazwan sae he later come back gnna update. now we going to meet my mum & co. makannnnnnnnn.
oooh sedap makan. kay lol bye. anyway i wnna eat udang.

SHMILY

Okay, I change my mind. I trust her. Thats all :)
I love adlin!

shazwan

Labels: Read this I love you.

SHMILY

Hais. She say she going to the mosque and will be back by 9. Read this: by 9. But now da pukul brape sehx. She called just to tell me about this guy at the mosque very funny. She didn't call or even message me after that. When I call her, she will say, I was just about to message you. Like real. She not home yet because she following her friend. hais. Just received a message from her saying that she will be back home around 12. She want to go eat with her friend. I dont know lah. Won't be suprised she will have another ..... again. But anyway, I'm used to it already. I miss her but she just don't care. Nevermind. Will still wait for her call.

shazwan

SHMILY

YR091B Aerospace Technology Class Photo :)

I'm the one on the 1st Row, First Guy from the left. Muhammad Shazwan :)

I don't know which one looks better. But the first picture, my head was
tilted. Hehe

Aerospace Technology 2009
Course Photo.

I'm feeling quiet happy today cause I managed to do my presentation for Human Factor which I taught I can't make it. Yesterday, Farhan came to my house to finish up the project. Then after finishing it, both of us looked for themes for our Handphone. Maklumlah, da join Nokia family lah katerkan. Meeting wife very soon. Want to take loads of photo's with her cause long time never meet already(mp) :p

I'm staying up late cause I'm watching Chelsea VS Barcelona. I hope Chelsea make it cause I know Man-U can trash Chelsea at finals! heeheehee Bye Chelsea, Go home!

I like this:

Camelia

maafkanlah aku

Karena ku tak bisa temani tidurmu

Camelia lupakanlah aku

Jangan pernah lagi kau temui aku

Kau wanita terhebat

Yang pernah singgah di hatiku

Kau wanita yang tegar

Aku mohon lupakan aku

Sudahlah jangan menangis lagi

Ku rasa cukup sampai di sini

Mungkin di suatu saat nanti

Kau temui cinta yang sejati

Sudah cepat lupakanlah aku

Jangan pernah ungkit masa lalu

Ku takut kekasihku pun tahu

Kau pernah menjadi simpananku

Camelia…
Kau wanita terhebat

Yang pernah singgah di hatiku

Sudahlah jangan menangis lagi
Ku rasa cukup sampai di sini
Mungkin di suatu saat nanti
Kau temui cinta yang sejati

Sudah cepat lupakanlah aku
Jangan pernah ungkit masa lalu
Ku takut kekasihku pun tahu
Kau pernah menjadi simpananku

Camelia…

o0oO i like this babe.

Will update tomorrow :)

Ciao!

NILDAEVOLNAWZAHS

Shazwan :)

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SHMILY

come lemme update your blog for you:

[Taylor Swift is so cute, I know. And I can't wait to meet you tmr! haahahaha mcm dah bertahun sia tak jumpe wth?] Kay you take care. Oh btw, I don't think me eating medicine helps cure the illness, cuz I've got this anti-biotics inserted already la. hahaha cinta kau banyak<3

SHMILY

I dont know what can I do to make her love me. I still love her, but she dont. READ THIS EVERYONE: SHE DON'T!

SHMILY

Nothing else to say accept, "If she love me, she would call me and tell me that she loves ma and still wants to be with me". If not, I just don't know what to say but I just wonder why god create this kind of people. I still love her like at NDP but she just say: " Sorry I just cant answer tht noW. My stomach pain and its affecting my brain mentally". It just takes, 3 simple word: I LOVE YOU. never mind, just wait and see. If she doesn't call. I'm gone.

shazwan

Labels: still loving you like I used to. but im waiting for your answer.

SHMILY

Late Updates :)

Me and my beloved wife there to support our friend, Nad(Arra).

Its okay Nad, no matter what, your'e still our star :) awww kay lol

This is my star. Look at her, she so cute kan??

Us @ East Point Banquet to eat while waiting for nad's turn to sing.

She look so friggin cute i tell you. Look at her with the specs. Cair aku..haha

Gambar paksa

S, stay where you are. Im going to take your picture.

I bought all this with MY MONEY just to belanja my KAKAK SEDARE.

They bully me siol.haha Advert Photo for NTUC Fairprice :)

Changi Airport Transit Centre.

I like the sky. So red blue and black.haha

Seriously da takde kerja.

I actually like the back drop.

@ Changi Recreation Centre(Transit Mall)

Karaoke kepe?haha

My mom's friend and husband.

My kakak sedara that bully me.

Me and my mum at Pasta Mania.

I like this photo cause adlin so cute. Me? I close my eyes.kay lol

Thanks to calefare. She help become our new camera men. Ehk? Camera women.haha

Ok done. Sorry for the late update. As you can see, I'm always busy.

Ok, went to east point to support Nad(adlin's friend). She went for anugerah audition but she didnt make it. I feel sad sia. Support setengah nak mampos, and in the end she never make it. But seriously, Nad CAN sing.Her voice nice siol! Its only that her voice was a bit too soft. Never mind nad, next time, we go Singapore Idol Audition. This time, I promise you, I will also join with you okay?

That night, my cousins(including kakak sedare) wanted to come to my house. So my mum asked me to go fetch them at Causeway Point. Sial, I had to belanja them since I just got scholorship. Then we watched Sumpah Tali Pochong. Cerita RA siol. Then my adik-adik had to close thier eyes cause there were sex scences in the movie. WTH! But my bad cause I didnt check the CD cover. It was rated M18. hehe

Sunday, went to meet Adlin my wife. She left her art barang-barang with me. Therefore had to pass it to her. Went to eat at Galileo Cafe @ Woodlands Library. Quite okay lah the food. Alin was happy cause there was PRAWNS! haha Then, Calefare came. Haiyo, she like no life lah. Vanilla Coke, Toilet, Hair and Audi. That's all from her mouth, nothing else. Oh ya and, she allways say this" You look like my ex". I just give the diao face. Hello calefare, my wife in front leh. Respect lah sikit. After that, seperated from calefare and wife cause my family was waiting for me at PastaMania. Eat prwan but scared to tell adlin. Nanti dier beli pisau pat NTUC and kill me siol.haha After that, my family suppose to go to Pasir Ris Park tapi last minute change of plan. We went to Changi Airport Transit and lepak. Karaoke, movie and ala macam-macam lagi.

Tomorrow, I hope I can meet my wife and we can say Hi syg! haha That's all for today. Sial hari ni class start pukul 1. Haiyo, can rot to death siol at home.

Ciao

NILDAEVOLNAWZAHS

shazwan :)

Labels: I lock my love to Adlin Sabrina since 13 July 2008

SHMILY

anyway rmbr to stay setia with me till 18 years of age for me(as of 31 July 2011). (legal to do anything i like omg hahahahaha so happy!)
Oh ya rmbr my art tmr bring along pls pls. And your phone screen protector for goodness sake you better get it covered pls. nothing else to say except for I think the questions you asked me just now was I think quite straight forward though. If you know that's gnna be my answer why ask me righhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhht?

Oh ya btw have fun watching idk what pontianak or smth idk with your kakak sedare they all at your house woooo scareh! REMEMBER TO MEET ME AT BNS TMR, timing confirmed [inserthere]pm :D

Love ya♥♥♥

Adlin^

SHMILY

Will update later tonight if I am free. Insyallah. Now i using my hand phone to update. Just want to say, I love you Adlin Sabrina. Read that okay! I really miss her so much. Padahal-padahal.haha take care everyone. Ciao

shazwan :)

Labels: I love adlin. but maybe she ....

SHMILY