Point Six

To Mr B.(insertnamehere),

Hey bro,please dont do this to me larh..she is my gf and dont ever think of having her. She is mine and u letting her listen to "THE SONG", its not going to make my relationship with her better.. Please arh..dont do this.Anyway, i and adlin already promise to be forever. Im sorry arh bro but there is a lot of girls out there. Why does it have to be adlin. You already know that she is attached to me.Why u still do this?? I dont mine u being friends with her. Let me explain again"FRIENDS ONLY".. Im saying nicely to you cause i know ure also a human. But you doing this, im sorry i have to say this.. BACK OFF! Remeber bro.Im just giving u a fair warning. Dont make me catch u doing stupid stuff. Stuff that will cause my relationship to spoil. Again, im just giving u a fair warning.Anyway take care bro. Anything just contact me.

Thank You
Take care bro!
Shazwan

SHMILY

Oh-4th Cadet Lietenant Adventure Camp@ Jalan Bahtera Camp

Life threatening.
First DAY 28November2008:
We assembled at Chua Chu Kang MRT station. Met MsPerfectionist yknow. She gave me nice nice sweet smile.
Passed her the track pants she wanted to borrow. Gave a thanks and gave me a handshake. Miss Sec2 a
lot.Anyway, i used to have a crush on her dulu. Ala, that was history. Anyway we gethered and fall-in
at the site of the MRT Station. MsPerfectionist stand beside me and ask me to help her along in the course. Kept
good eye contact. Tak berani lepaskan mater.Haha Then half way, Sir Hozefa ask who never bring
1.5litre water bottle. I together with the rest including MsPerfectionist raised our hand. Sir Hozefa then gave us
4minutes to go buy the water bottle. Nasib baik ader Cheers. Then the hell began. We boarded the bus. Iwas confident
that we are going to Changi Coast Adventure Centre(CAMELOT) but we ended at Kranji War Battle site reservoir.
I felt so lost. The S'CLT's asked us to leave our bag in the bus and just bring our water bottles along. So we ran down and immediately fall in at the carpark.Everyone was like thinking,where the hell are we. Then we were seperated into different groups, C-harlie ; L-ima ; T-ango which made up CLT. Too bad i wasnt in the same group with MsPerfectionist. Not gonna reveal her name._ _ _ _ _ _ _. so i was in group Tango. I felt like my group sucks but wait, we ended up as the best group for ATC. Thanks to ME!!! haha. Anyway, LTA Johnathan shouted at us for moving slow.Everyone hates him. "Whole lot, half right!!" he shouted..da agak punyer. So Caleb Castro shouted one two three then we asked permission to carry on. Then LTA Johnathan say "wrong!" u must ask permission to keep fit cause we are letting you all build ure muscles and abs. Like what the hell arh!!.MsPerfectionist did push up beside me. She say, "baru first day,Belum besok,da macam gini.See,shazwan,that's why i need ure help."... then i was like "oh-ihateyou"...
So after the tekan-ning session, We where given a map and was asked to find our own way to Jalan Bahtera Camp. We didnt know where the hell is that and we even dont know where are we. So, LTA Johnathan say, use ure initiative! want to become CLT must use iniative.so we were advice not to use Old Lim Chu Knag Lane 1 and 3.i wonder where is lane 2.Anyway we walked for 2 and half hours. Kimak.Penat lah siol. When we reach campsite, we founded out that we walked about 18 km. Sial arh. Reaching ATC, we went for belaying instructors school. Learn a lot. Helped MsPerfectionist coz she very irritating. "Shazwan....Can help me???" with the step cute voice..Meluat aku.haha jkjk So we went for high element,then cooked lunch then when for lecture class regarding Leadership, Leadership and more Leadership. Standar arh. Nak jadi CLT aper.Then Dinner, I and MsPerfectionist went fo an action2 blind date, Buat kelakar larh dorang. They sabo me to go with her. Then we two sat and talked about how we miss our old times and she miss me having a crush on her. Anyway, I told her that im attached to my dearest Adlin . Then she was like, wow! She was so funny, horny??nolah..haha.Then we sat down and looked at stupid stars. I don't understand why girls like to sit below the stars.Cute ke? Then Lights off. Msg adlin but she never relply.sad sad sad sad sad.

Day TWO 29November2008: Woke up morning at 5:45am. Slept in new NCDCC dome tent. Slept with Fadzlun, Chua, Shafik and Nasrul. K'O'F arh..2008 one..haha Lun and chua idea. Go bath then we do morning PT. I became First Aider for the day as people sabo me again. Lepas da jadi First Aider,jadi Overall Camp-IC.mampos. Dua2 aku sak.Anyway my team won for all the challenges.Straw Tower and Rafting. Baek Tango!!! Then we did more and more and more of leadership stuff. Then we were ask to do a last minute campfire cause commandant was coming. So Michal became Campfire IC and they choose me to become camp fire MC. I talked and talked and talked. Played games and sabo lots and lots of officers tak kira LTA ke, Commandant pon kene joget. Puas hati aku. Did the friendship dance with MsPerfectionist. Kekek larh.Dier mcm sekeping.haha ish takde larh.Then we were asked to sleep after that.Was looking foward to meeting adlin the next day. I love adlin! even she never ,msg me :(

Last day30November2008:nak jumper adlin!!tak sabar. So blah blah blah blah blah blah. Standard la. Unpitching of tents.haha debrief.In the bus also sing and dance.Dont want to ever talk abt my injury.Sad and Painful. Reach CCK.Tought adlin da sampai cause she say we going to meet. Die die meet. But end up,receive a msg from her saying that she cannot meet me cause she going Expo or something with her OBS friends. Moral of the camp: I HATE MSperfectionist.Seriously.She very kepo one. Anyway tomorrow i meeting adlin after my course.. Hope never repeat like today.

I love her but she dont love me.
Im sad larh...Someone please do something..
I love her no matter what...
but too bad, friends are more important..
bye shazwan bye gaia...

Will update when im free.Need to get ready for tomorrow.
Sway..sawy..sway..Leg pain no one to care about.

Shazwan
NILDAEVOLNAWZAHS

SHMILY

and im sorry for not being the friend you wanted whom always lepak all the time with. I have a gf and you need to understand. You say my friends dont hang around my blog? How u know? I just added tagboard last week..How?

SHMILY

and one more thing, u want to be mad at me for asking you to wait outside school last time.
You only wait half an hour.(and i was spending time with my FRIENDS)
I waited for you from 5pm to 625pm.
care to explain further?

SHMILY

To Mr.Suhairi,

Must i repeat again,
I did say to you that my mum is very strict kan? And i will take any opportunity to go out with adlin. I did not go out with zahirah cause she is also busy with filkhairi. Get the point now? We are attached and we need to build up good relationships with our partners. We cant just be ignoring our partners. Kalau macam gitu, namer dier bukan mataer. Maybe its time you find youreself a girl. Its good. So you know how it feels. And when i say find a girl, find a one that can last and make a contract with her. see how bad you need to keep the relationship going on. And if u say i dont have time for my friends, think twice. I repeat, think twice. I have time for my friends. And to be honest. Its not only friend,its friends... I spent my birthday with not my family, but my friends.Go on, go ask zahirah. I did enjoy my day.And when i calll you and when i put adlin a side, you will say you got something on. Pergi wayang lar, pergi maen pool larh. See, at least i made my effort to ask you out. And you know that my mum is not okay with you. and if i say im going out with you, its a definate no. So how should i explain more? I have limited time now. Okay let me put up a list for you. Most people i will spent time with
#01-Adlin Sabrina Bte Hidzir
#02-Suhairi Roslan
#03-Siti Zahirah Bte Hidzir
#04-Muhd Syahir Bin Agus
#05-and all of the rest of my friends...
See, dont tell me i have to put you before my wife.she is my stead okay and i have to put her first. And i care for the rest of my friends. Its not that i dont want to go out with zahirah. Go ask her larh, when i call her, she will tell me the days that she is free. And it will always crash with the day that im going out with adlin. So wake up ure idea's larh "bro"... Prority..main word. I and syahir are best friends since we join NCDCC together. we still are best bro what. Even if we never lepak all the time. It doesnt mean, being a good friend, i would have to hang out with you all the time what. At least i meet up with you once or twice a week and you dont call that effort and somemore call me JERK? hais... never mind. This is the world.I helped you out since you had problems with qhairah.and this is what u return.first qhairah then to insyirah, want me elaborate more? I help syirah forget about me just for you and this is what you do larh. Ya, because syirah da ader mataer,so now u want to hit me?
Care to exlain Mr.Suhairi?

shazwan

SHMILY

oh-imissyou...

Its the fourth day im without the girl i love..
she will be coming back tomorrow..
I will just have to wait patiently..
I miss adlin sabrina so much
shmily...
you better come home fast...
i miss u so so much larh..
&& make sure u wont fall in love
with another guy at OBS :)
JKJK...
but seriously: NO!

Still wondering how to pack my bag...
I have nearly all the things ready..
Luckily Syahir haven't pack oso..
ada pakaliao..haha
samer2 mati!
i packing tonight..or now?
i dunnoe why i feel so weak..
maybe the my princess takde.
so takde move siot..
sual betol arh...
I miss adlin.
I miss EVG sec school.
I miss working with Vicky,Jeanette and Zakaria.
I miss Delifrance :P

Its okay wan, tomorrow ure dearest will come back..
omg..cool!!!
i love adlin!!
XOXO for her once she reach home..
haha

shazwan..

SHMILY

Oh-try to keep myself cool...

Its wednesday and its killing me badly!
I miss adlin ouh so much...
I still havent pack my bag for camp
which is on Friday 28th November'08..
Adlin! Adlin! Adlin!
Aww hurry come back larh bubbles...
I really hate OBS!
Because Obs steal her away from me!
I sue OBS!
hahahaha

Anyway, To Mr.Mendak:
I just want to say sorry for what i say to you through the msg.
And yeah, maybe I concentrate too much on adlin. You need to
understand the situation that i am in. Its not that i dont have
time for you...Its just that adlin and i are having far far away
relationship and i need to take any chance on meeting her. So,
maybe once I get to go Pei Hwa, Its a bit easier for me to meet
you on none training days. I promise Bro :) So its over arh!
Lazy arh wanna fight...You know i hate to have bad relationship
with people(acept MATI-n MASTER!) that one not only me..
So you take care yeah bro! Dont wanna have any grudges anymore!

After CLT course, i got contract with Nike again!
yeah..starting on the 28th.Need to go to Stegment Road
for photo shot. One picture $59++ hahaha..
The last contract with nike was wonderful and brilliant.
hais tgk larh saper model dier..haha
Erm, Nike providing me with new bag,sneakers,Tops,
soccer boots,water bottle and windbreaker!! Oh yeah!!

Adlin hurry come back! lots of stories to share!
hahaha
I love adlin so so so much!

shazwan

SHMILY

Picture was taken on 25th December 2008

Going to airport to book ticket...

28 november 2008 this is for adlin!!!! i love adlin!

Me & Syahir
10 december2007
OBS Livingstone watch 10-14dec'07

Me & Izwan at Camp2 OBS jetty..
setting of to look for girls..
for him.

i've got mine!

SHMILY..

see how much i love you..

i love adlin
thats all..

i want to sleep larh..

so that i can dream of adlin sabrina!

oh yeah

bye!

i love adlin!

nildaevolnawzahs

SHMILY

Oh bad days...

Its the second day without bubbles...
Im suffering..what is she doing rite now??
flirting with another guy??or even found a new bf??
ok wan..think positive..she is at Pulau Ubin thinking of me..
YES! thats the way. I tell you, living without adlin is a pain..
I really need her..Ok wan! chill..balik camp teros jumpa.jangan takut..
Anyway, tomorrow,syahir will be coming to my house to party..
lol..party kepe?? nolah,we want to do our CLT projects and homeworks
that HQ gave us..I tell u,nak jadi CLT is not easy sak...

Anyway to MR.mendak, U say when im with adlin, i never even look for you,
wtf! I still remember bringing u along to east coast and i did call u when i was near
your'e school..sekarang saper yang salah..Think properly arh! Kay dont want to fight..
Just fair warning...

SHMILY

ADLINNNNNNN!!!!!!! Its only 5 days, not 5weeks,months,years. I guess I was just over-reacting huh. I hope I will forget you or rather will not still remember you when I come back from obs.[TOTALLY BIG FAT HOPE, don't believe!!!]

Oi behave yourself when I'm away. Don't let me catch you red-handed ah. I will make sure you face the music.

So that's all for now. Wish me good luck I won't fall in love again. kay joke most probably won't be lah cuz I gave you my word whhhhhat-.-

Oh did I tell you this before? But you look real cute when you're angry/mad/frustrated. Just take for an example at the webcam. u punyelah peh flower, cute ehhhh. Tak layan jek abeh cepat flower. Tak gerek ah geng kalau mcm gini. Kay I have enough of talking in malay so anyhoots, I love you.

Masih tetap, shmily[:

/SXBSX

p.s: Stop saying I am pretty because I am not and I seriously really really think Farihin's prettier. Like hello, didn't you say she looks like Avril Lavinge?

SHMILY

Oh-ihateyou.bs

I hate OBS. OBS OBS OBS. Because of you, i have to seperate with my
wife for 5days 4 night. I really hate you OBS.Anyway, Yesterday bubbles
really made my day by meeting me at Compass. I went to compass
from to meet bubbles. Didnt want her to send me but she insist. She
sent me to Causeway Point. In the bus, bubbles was very cheerful and
talkative. I really like her that way. She is much more... Sweeter i can
say. I love the way she smile when i say ILOVEYOU. Abyway she is
the best girl that had melted my heart. I swear. Not Joking :) Anyway she
will be going OBS tomorrow and hais. It will be till friday then i can talk
or communicate with her.Maybe cause friday, im going camp.Hais..
so its Sunday then.Maybe she fetching me at Tanah Merah MRT station.
need to confrim with her on sunday its self. She loves last minute plan
especially the prom night plan. Im sad that she is going for OBS but im
treating ot as a challenge. i will update blog as soon as possible.
going on a wedding reception today at Singapore Civillisation Musuem
today. Cant wait to take photo's for my dear adlin.Hopefully
i can upload by tmrw evening. Thats all for now geng!

I love adlin sabrina more!

NILDAEVOLNAWZAHS

SHMILY

Puas hati aku..

oh i hate you . blog spot . com

Hari raya 2008 Pei Hwa Meets Evergreen

Adlin doesnt notice this..hahah

My NEW STRAIGHTENED HAIR...

SHMILY

shmily..
oh i hate you dot blogspot dot com

anyway,thanks to myself,
i chnged the skin of my blog my own!
EUREKA!
haha its so cool..try it out again next month.
ok2
i will upload pics at night..maybe..
i love adlin

nildaevolnawzahs

SHMILY

oh prom night...

the secret part of the prom is at my other blog if you know..
anyway,prom night was wonderful.
prom king! nice food, nice deco and certainly,
wonderful!
yipee..me going clt course.
next week adlin going obs frm mon to fri :(
sad.sad.sad.
then when she come bck frm obs,
i going camp at camelot which is frm fri to sun.
hais...big burden arh this clt course...
nvm
then 1st dec to 5 dec
will not be free frm 7:45am to 5pm(8pm for tue and thu)
then sat and sun off!!
then 8 dec i will have to report to hta by 5pm and will be staying there
for 6days 5 nights.
goodbye my loved ones!
wish me luck!!

nildaevolnawzahs

SHMILY

**(Reply to your another blog)Oh so you think I never fall for you the same way you fall for me ah kan?

Hahahaha kay I still can't believe I actually hold your hands(even though I didn't realise it was you) when we doing the yang tinggi ke kanan. Only knw bout the holding hands thing when you told me hah omg! Wah dah jodoh ah geng! Ohemgeeeeee this is sooo cool or what? Kay sooooo I have also the same sweet manis heart like you toooooo. Oh ya, I started to fall for you after realising someone was LOOKING at me LIKE A STALKER and asking me to correct my badge because it was slanted giler punya. Ah okay that is soooo embarrassing Encik!! Kay then I turned around and together with Erra we laughed after knowing bout my badge. btw, that time I was thinking its either I am too ugly to be looked at or my badge got something wrong. Kay in the end it was my badge hah so malu hello! So anyway after the first few comments to you in Friendster, when we met at trainings, abeh malu nak tegur orang who sombong now ah? Still remember me looking at you playing psp with Max at the other table eating kfc at don't-know-which campsite. Wish ndp never ends so we can reminisce like forever. And oh ya, the moment Geraldine told me someone like me, right that moment I knew who it was. Takkan orang lain kan. Siape lagi kalau bukan peminat setia? HAHAHAHAH kay joke. Still I knew back then it was you who like me because IT WAS FRIGGING OBVIOUS DUHHH!! Hello I am aware of my surroundings okay. I mean the way you look at me was sooo obvious even Erra(& the rest) told me. We fought in the end, but its okay now problem solved hahaha so cute ah we. Sorry for making you hate me about AT though, I didn't mean it to turn out that way you know. Thought that time also where I got chance want to get you, you tell me. Confirm dah got girlf alrd cuz you so cuteeeee. Its so unbelievable that you're mine kay dah diam shh. Oh I think I am rude to Encik Shazwan for hitting his beret. I have yet to say sorry. So I AM TRULY SORRRRRRRY WILL YOU PRETTY PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE FORGIVE ME*with a cherry on top? (I know you will forgive me one lah nyaahhaha) btw I am clearly flirting hahaha omg did I just say I flirt? Eeew I'm such a betch! p.s:Getting you is NOT for name like what that bxtch say. (BY, THIS PART SAY AWWWWWW) Like I say, love at first sight:DDDDDDDD

Uh uh uh somemore what stories I have got ah? Think I forgot alrd, shall try to screw my brains. Okay nights. /SXBSX[:

SHMILY

My dad driving @164km/h

Rayn on the bag..haha

Adlinnyyy..this is for you!

Nike advert. haha

Me and adlin's mum in law :p

Dynasty Kuala Lumpur

View from my room (level 30) last floor which is presidential suite

Second vert.

Rayn Shazly!

My future car!My dad say he will give it to me once i pass my license

Kawasan rehat Jejatas Ayer Keroh

Diadora

I brought this bag cause adlin likes Blue colour!!

Im Back from Kuala Lumpur...

Trip was so so boring. No Motive at all.Slept at Dynasty Hotel presidential suite which i can say it was cool.We were treated like king,queens,prince and princess. Its actually wasting my time cause I cant really talk to my only love,adlin. At least i get to msg her. Luckily she kept me happy. And yes adlin, I really-really love you adlin sabrina. No more 10 years, its 7. Im not into that thing cause i dont want to make you suffer sayang.I know you hate needles. Its ok love, I will try to explain to my mum kays? Anyway Bought a pair of PUMA shoes for CLT course.(RM189). My mum say,its a waste of money. But who cares. Da suka. I really-really like the shoe siot. Haha, i miss working days, but to bad, its already history. My sweet adlin,i tried to call you but cant reach. Anyway i ate medicine already. Have 4 diff tablets and 1 powder like drink to eat and drink 4 times a day. Omg, that is seriously alot. I do miss adlin so much. I really-really cant wait to see her this wednesday. Anyway, we will be going back together cause my dad(Your father in law)is on MC up to thursday. He is also sick like me. Its only that he is even worse then me. Hmm, i think thats all. Take care everyone. I love adlin and please spread it al over the world. Seriously! && Im sorry farhana...

Iloveadlinny!!!!!!

NILDAEVOLNAWZAHS

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SHMILY

FASTER COME BACK LAH! I miss you[[[[[[[[[[[:
/SXBSX here.

SHMILY

Webcam(again).

Yesterday's pictures: adlinslove.bs

Basically a summary of yesterday: Changed of plan, now to 7 years. And no, I am not sad or anything when Shazwan's mother said that. That's life man!

SXBSX HERE[:

SHMILY

good day!
today is good
go out with bubbles..
she called me baby...sad..haha cooll larh
so sweeet!!!
haha
klarh go c her blog..
lazy to update..
adlinslove.bs
i love adlin!

nildaevolnawzahs

SHMILY

CLEARLY I WAS ONLY INTERESTED IN OUR PICTURES TAKEN NOT THE CONVERSATION EH. We whipped out (his handphone), (my homephone), microphone and webcams. Too bad me no microphoneD: But everything was awesome though. Like this sentence say,"Jauh dimata tapi dekat dihati." EH WRONG SALAH! HAHAHAHA, dekat dimata tapi jauh dihati. ah kay lol I don't understand a crap I'm trying to tell. Kay so anyhoots, tmr we meeting omg. Or maybe infact everyday we look at each other(tak mendak ke??). The night was frigging cold and I miss my dear Shazwan nyahahahaha!

He was talking to my mum omg!

Love the fact that we wore the same shirt. nyahahaha.

Whatever lah Sir Shazwan(unofficially).

Go to Las Vegas ah Shazwan!

He's got a new phone and I'm not jealous.

LOVE HIS ROOM OMGOMG!!

/Sab here.

SHMILY

Subaru impreza Challenge 2008

In front of LV @3:43am

Still holding on (20mins) :P

Mine is number one!

My Hero!

Hahaha take photo!

We look sweet together you see! @Paragon 12:30am

fun with ASBA @ Orchard
so aniwae yesterday was a day
to remember.
In the morning,bubbles followed me
to home team academy to collect CLT
uniform(s). We then spent the rest
our afternoon at our secret hiding
place and talked and ____ ________.
Then we went our seperate place.
she went home and i went home.
heart was really heavy to let her go.

Then at night i went to support my
hero(my uncle) who participated
in the subaru impreza challeng.
i wish i can upload pictures but
cant.Anyway, i decided to look after
my hero till dawn so i decided to call
bubbles and asked her wether she wanted
to join me and spent the nite with me
at orchard.She agreed and yes!!she made it.
Fetch her at orchard MRT station around 9:50pm.
she came along with her mum and bro.
Then we talked and i decided to kenal-kenalkan
adlin to my couzins.They say she sweet. very sweet.
then when bubbles mum left, we decided to roam around
orchard.Jadi security guard.hahaha we walked pass through
paragon all the way to lucky plaza then tangs then walked
behind wisma atria.we really haD fun together.
gerek lah sehx. Spent time together with bubbles until
8am kat ngee ann city plaza..
i uploading the photos at my friendster.com
anything,just go to adlinslove.bs
done!

i love adlin!