Point Six

Okay, my fault again. I'm so sorry. Hit me, punch me; you are abusing me. Lets see how am I today. I think I need someone to talk to cause I'm bored. Oh-iloveyou.blogspot.com, thanks for all the support. Once again, I'm bored. I'm eating while blogging at the same time. How am I suppose to be perfect and don't make mistake? Maybe its just my fate. I have to face all this and held my head up high.Oh god, please save me from this horrific incident. I always hate being part of an incident. Why can't I just be perfect. I just want to live. I just want to take a deep breathe and show the world I can do it. I'm just stuck and I can't even move. In the mean time, I'm trying to just stay cool and get myself away from all this piece of shit. I don't even know why I'm in pain. Its harder everyday. Can I just control the way the world move. I mean like I want to be perfect. okay, I just want to make her happy and feel proud. I want to make her feel like she is on top of the world(Everest?). So please someone. If you understand what I am trying to say, please help me. I feel depressed.

I can't wait for NDP training cause it is damn cool. Contingent Commander. Cool or what? (what) I had always been waiting for this special moment to happen. Wait, I got one question to ask.How to make people appreciate you? I need to know cause I still can't find the book "How to be appreciated for dummies."LOL .How do you feel when someone just dumps you and say goodbye for no reason. How do you feel. I think I hate the feeling especially when someone is mad at me and just suddenly hang up the phone or say he/she is not in the mood to talk. Never mind. I hope I can solve this myself. But if you think you can help, please... I really need it.

Just now when to watch movie with wife after school. Went to watch Knowing. Rating for this movie: 7/10. The movie is suppose to get a 9 but due to its un-explainable ending, I had to down rate it. After watch movie, wife and her brother came to my house. On the way, we saw Arina Milkshake. Wife was like super excited when she saw Arina. At my house, we watch Paul Bart Mall Cop. Now, I'm waiting for her to finish update her blog cause she will give me a call once she finish. I want to talk to her cause I miss her so friggin much. Padahal baru jumpa 1 hour ago. LOL. Klah, will update next time. Ciao

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