i worked from 9am to 3pm today.
tought my new staff how to move things
around.can say she quite slow arh.but
aniwae,she say she wanna kenal2 with me.
think twice sey wanna give my number or
not.in the end,my number ended in her hp.
Nadhirah is her name,she asked me to help
in doing things and she say she will msg
me if she is unsure abt anything but by the
way she msging me, ini bukan nak mintak tlg,
ini mintak kene sepak. She say, "Shazwan, u
are sweet larh just now... thanks for helping
me eh=)"
What does helping makes me sweet??
girls now days..
aniwae im lost.
again for the second time.
Luckily Farhana was there to help me.
She cheered me up through msgs.
Thanks awak. Kiter amat bersyukur
kerana dpt kawan seperti awak.
Just three msgs from her today which is:
adlin hp
message received
23-oct-2008 7:06pm
Hi hi i miss you
(i didnt reply)
adlin hp
message received
23-OCT-2008 9:30pm
Omg u working eh love?
(i replied: No.)
adlin hp
message received
23-oct-2008 9:34pm
Oh its okay thn gdnitey i go sleep first.
(i replied:Ok.gudnite.)
it seems that the panic thingy doesnt last.
no love msgs today.not even a "i love you"
thats why i feel lost. I trust her.
Only that i missing her.
She doesnt look forward to meeting me.maybe?
im not sure,ask her when we goin out,she say
dont know or when you want?
can u make the choice,ur the girl.in a
relationship, the girl control the time and place
meet what.nvm,need to find doctor love to teach all
this.i dunnoe what to do already.
now just waiting for her to msg me.Im tired of sending
msgs which has no reply.
Wasting my prepaid. If reply also at least take about erm,
sometimes up to half an hour.
nevermind,im just pulling myself back.
Just wish she will msg me.
Not i msg her.
I mean it.
My life is getting more terok and terok.
She say she feel sad for me.
Thanks for saying that.appreciate it.
But u didnt manage to cheer me up.
Farhana did..
thanks..
goodnite everyone.
shazwan
Expiring my contract with mystery.
SHMILY
