now im really missing out...
can someone help me solve my problem..someone??please anyone..
i lost my friend..
i lost my head..
i lost everything!
my life is hopeless..
i dont find anything good about me..
why does it have to turn this way..
im really feeling like a WEML...
im a sicko
sickening..
can someone please..show me the real meaning of life..
i tried not to be emo for 5 months consecutively..
but its still not working..
found a job: hopeless manager
found a friend: lost it yesterday
found a wife: im being a bad husband
have a family: they dont even care bout me
what can i do..
die??
no no.. nanti dapat one golden tiket down to hell!!
1st..
i tried to impress bubbles but she is not into this game, therefore..
LOST!
everytime i go to work..i cannot concentrate..
im always wondering what adlin is doing..
omg is she meeting another guy??
going out on a date with another guy??
im scared..i really dont know..
but what i know is that she love me..
but im not sure how deep is her love..
maybe just a pothhole??too small though..
erm..let me be the victim
im hopeless..
i try not to be sad..but we are too far apart..
just wish we can stay beside each other..
i really love bubbles..
but what about me..
tomorrow im celebrating my 3rd month anniversary(13th) alone!
hais
see...im hopeless.
im hopeless that until my gf oso dont want to meet me..
maybe she hates me..maybe yes,maybe no..
i need SOS..
save oh shazwan!!
to adlin:
u dont have to be stress hor..
im forever yours but i dont
know how to maintain the
love we had to have during
the first month..
i love you for what you are!
u r not hopeless
im the one!
i love adlin sabrina forever and i dont ever think of leaving her!!
read this out loud
so is this my life..
shazwan sapuwan
SHMILY
