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2010-06-12T17:54:00.004+08:00

Super damn long never update my blog :(

Its been wild and wicked for me this past few months. Wasn't really awesome but it wasn't bad. I'll just type out whatever I remember and that's all.

Youth Olympic Games is coming and I'm in it!
You guys must be wondering, what sports am I participating in? Hmm Who says you need to be an athlete to be in YOG? I will be making my country proud by hoisting the National State Flag and Olympic Flag. Its not the ordinary flag you see every morning at school or at work. Its 20 times bigger which makes it 10 times bigger than me. I'll upload a photo to show you how big it is.

I'll be broadcast-ed Internationally live! Read this, International. So I must be ready and show that I'm someone to be reckoned with. Haha

I will be representing my beloved organisation NCDCC with 3 other CLT's. Asyura, Lyana and Shaun. Awesome as they may be, they had been the best partners you can have.

Speaking about CLT. I'm no more CLT Shazwan. Haha I'm SCLT already! Up a bit already liao! Pay also go up abit liao. Haha I had my promotion last two weeks. Was utterly super cool! I enjoyed and cherished every part of it. Too bad 13 wasn't there to support me like CLT POP 13 Dec 2008. Haha

Yesterday, went out with NCDCC Mates to Ustaz Shafiq house to cook. Then we brought the food to Botanic Gardens to celebrate, SCLT Nasrul, LTA Sameer and Encik Rusli Birthday. Hmm, It was a night picnic. Yelah, Dengar-dengar picnic kat Botanic Garden Malam ape? Hahaha But yeah its true. We had picnic under the stars :) Awww How sweet! haha

Hmm, Next week will be at HTA from Monday to Friday for 9Th SNCO Course. Gonna be hectic and stuff. They wrote that all PC must be good role models. Oh die man! I need to brush up on my skills.

I finally Jail Broken my Ipod Touch and its much better looking now :P

hmmm, what else. . .

FRIENDS!

I've been going out every weekend like nobody business like that. Go town with Maisarah, Asyura, Nas and all. Too many outings, forget already. Will just upload pictures for you readers to refer. Most of you should have seen it on Facebook but this is the encore. Haha. Tomorrow will be teman-ing Nasrul to HSA Building to donate blood. Then. . .

I need to change my hp soon cause its utterly corrupted. Haha I can't even open my phonebook and all. Had been at HQ this past few days for CPR course. Semangat!!! Haha must be loyal hor.

I can't think of anything else. Hmm

"Wan, kau single ke attached?"
this question is often being asked. Single uh babe. Cannot tahan the stress uh. 24/7 clinging is totally not me :)

Will update more when I recover my memory. Haha In the mean time, I'll just sit and stare and think. Betul tak kambing!!

Haha

Shazwan

2010-05-25T22:29:00.003+08:00

Good evening readers.

I was too busy last week. Too tired to even update my blog. Therefore I would like to appologise to my valuable readers. Here are some major news that I want to share with you readers.

Last two weeks, my mum was admitted in the hospital and went through a major operation. Don't ask me why cause I don't even understand what the doctor was trying to say. Its just one long word that is to bombastic for me to even understand. Then my mum was discharge last Tuesday (if I'm not wrong). She had a long rest at home but last night, she was complaining to me of the pain which was really pulling her back. So I decided to call my cousin to help send my mummy back to hospital. So yeah, she's now in hospital.

Last Saturday. Woke up early morning to meet Nas & Cheryl to pass to them my camp stuffs. I had to pass it to them cause I need to attend my Youth Olympic Games Briefing. If you're thinking that I'm taking part in any sports event, you're totally wrong. I'm going to hoist the Singapore and Olympic Flag during the Opening and closing ceremony which would be held at Floats@Marina Bay (floating platform). I'm super excited. It is not only going to be watched by Singaporeans. It would be telecast throughout the world. READ THIS: WORLDWIDE. That means, everyone who is reading from any parts of the world, do catch me live on TV on 14 August 2010, 2010hours on any international TV which will be telecast worldwide. Its the biggest event I even attended and it is going to be the biggest show of my life.

Back to the story, after passing my bag to Nas and Cheryl, I went to had breakfast with wifey at Mcdonalds Causeway Point. Then met AFI Zul and headed to Floating Platform for the briefing. The briefing went quiet fast. After the meeting, went to Marina Square to have lunch. Ate with AFI Zul and Asyura. Then headed to Changi.

Camp wasn't really fun due to the hot sun. I was utterly sweating like crazy. Like literaly sweating. The next day, after camp, we went to airport to slack around. Played cards while eating Popeyes! Yum yum!

That's all for news.
I'm really looking forward to all the upcoming events this year. EXCITED!

That's all for now!
Take care everyone.

wan shazwan

2010-05-11T20:00:00.002+08:00

I'm utterly proud to be with Amira :)

Being with her is the best decision I made in my life. Awesome love throughout being together. She never fail to make me smile or even laugh. My parents accepted her and had been in good terms with me sinc I've been with this wonderful girlfriend of mine. Really nothing can explain all the happiness I felt being with her.

Today, mummy wanted to go to Millennia Walk. So I invited Amira along. My mum was really happy today. Never see her so happy to be with my girlfriend. We spent the afternoon walking and shopping. I just feel so happy that my mum manage to accept her unlike my ex's.

Never that I thought my parents would let me be on this nice side. My mum was talking to her non-stop. She even ask Amira to help make choices during shopping and laughed in the train with Amira non-stop.

I'm glad to be on this side of love.

Just a short story about my ex. Why my parents didn't accept her at all. Hmm. Maybe its the feeling my parents have. Adlin was a good example. Her parents accepted me but my parents weren't. We were totally in love last time. But my parents just can't accept her. Even when her parents came for my little brother's birthday, my parents didn't talk to her or her parents at all. They really had the instinct the she wasn't the right one for me. Every time when my mum met Adlin, she would just show a sour face and didn't like her being around. But that's alright. Today, Adlin is living the happy life and I am too. I found the right partner and my parents really put hopes on both of us.

"I never regret making you mine. I never fail to smile being around you and I promise you happiness for the rest of our lives. I love you"

With lots of love,
Shazwan <3

2010-05-05T22:21:00.004+08:00

Nine Days Update.

Last Saturday. Went out with Nas, Shakila, Mai and his girlfriend, Hilmi, Bbbbby. We went to Marina Bay Sands. Took loads of photos. We then went to Singapore Flyers. Took more photos and then we slack around at the hut near the F1 Paddock. Played a few card games. Laughed non-stop. Took more pctures and the we proceed to Esplanade to watch a show at Mosaic. Awesome outing. I just feel so tired mann! Not feeling well sia!

Hmm, tomorrow TIG Welding Test. I'm so nervous. Hmm, need to rest!So just look at pictures okay?

Take care !
Wan Shazwan

2010-04-26T19:45:00.004+08:00

TODAY!

Today was quite awesome. Had a bunch of laughters with my friends in school. Don't know what's up with our mood. Even though class was so dragy and heavy on load, we manage to pull through.

In the morning, Farhan and me had a super malay language rated 'A' messages. I message him to ask where he was. He replied in a very funny way.

Me: Kamu di mana?
Farhan: Kita skrg ada di sembawang. Maaf kn kita. Kerana buat awk tgu2 kita. :-(
Me: Oh engak mengapa si.
Farhan: Terima kasih ya. Terima kasih karna memahami perasaan saya. Ribuan terima kasih. Saya enggakbisa mcm mana hendak membalas budi kamu. Saya trhutang budi trhadap kamu. ;-)
Me: Cibai lah! Hahaha

I was actually waiting for Farhan at Macdonalds. Standard meeting time will be 8am but I was there till 8:10 and no one came. That was when I message Farhan. I wanted laugh after reading the message but piesey sia. Got a lot of girls around and I'm scared they think I'm crazy. Haha

Then in class. Quite boring. Mai and Atoi came late as pernormal. Haha Nothing funny happened though. The funny part started during break time. We decided to slack outside. Then while sitting below the void deck, the rain started to fall like rocks sia! Then Atoi started playing under the rain, pushing one by one into the rain. At last all of us were soaked. Then we sat and Atoi introduced to us Chatroulette. OMG! Was friggin funny lah sia. We laughed, and laughed at people and all. Kekek! Haha

We ran back then we had NDT Class. Took picture from Atoi lappy. Standard. Stupid pictures uh babe!
All after all, we had a good laugh and I'm having a headache due to rain :(
Need rest yaws!
Take care! SHAZWAN

2010-04-21T18:39:00.003+08:00

Wohoo! Blog is so Untouched man! One whole week of no updates. Too tired though.
I just want to blog about this special thing I learn in class but I still have a few doubts about it.

I learn that guys nowadays go for looks and good body figure. Hmm, I wonder what happens to the sweet decent girls who deserve better. Come on, girls showing off their big boobs and ass on Facebook attract a few guys in my class. They were really going gugugaga iver this bitches. At the end of the day, do you get one? Answer, of course.

A classmate of mine once say " Just use them lah, after that throw" I totally disagree and the fact that I don't go for girls who are so contradicting on how they treat boys. Hmm, they say Boys are Bastards. But in the first place, who ask you not to think before choosing.

Small example of a typical Matrep life:

One day, Matrep goes on Facebook. Matrep gets to know a Sweet Girl(BITCH). Sweet Girls love guys wearing Floating Caps and Pierced Tongue.Matrep contacted Sweet Girl. Matrep decide to meet Sweet Girl. So they met and one day, Matrep decide to go further. "Lets get together" Matrep say to Sweet Girl. So after days or even hours of being with each other, Matrep takes a step further.

Matrep: Dear, come to my house lah. I want something from you.
Sweet Girl: For what?
Matep: Something. . .

So sweet girl took the effort to come to Matrep's house. No one was at home. Only both of them. Matrep starts making an indecent move. And Sweet Girl Virginity goes down the drain.

A few months later. Sweet Girl called Matrep.

Sweet Girl: Hi dear!
Matrep: Who are you?!
Sweet girl: Huh? Come on. I got something to tell you.
Matrep: What?!
Sweet Girl: I'm pregnant.

Matrep Hangs up the phone.

Sweet Girl cried and she complained to Shazwan.

Sweet Girl: Bastard sehx that guy, he left me with this baby in my stomach.
Cry cry cry . . .
Shazwan: In the first place, who ask you to tie a relationship with a MATREP!

THE END

Get the point?

Its not that I look down at Matrep. I respect everyone. But, you just have to use a few more little sense in your brain. Come on, don't use and throw. You want to use, after that keep can? Don't make her life even much more miserable.

I'm quite disappointed with some of my classmates/schoolmates. They are so ignorant. Come on, if she is pregnant, at least take a step to help, instead of leaving her. If you are a true Man, you wn't leave her. Be much more responsible can?

Back to my topic, I just don't want to be like the rest. I'm for who I am. I will go for girls not because they are:
-hot
-sexy
-slutty
-bitchy
-in love with floating caps
- OR JUST , MINAH!

I'll go for girls with a beautiful soul. Like how I love my girlfriend now. I love her not because of her looks or even her pretty face. She is just herself and she have a very beautiful soul. I'm feeling so lucky to be in love with her. Oh come on, I'm making a great change in life.

Word of the day : THINK. IF YOU CAN'T THINK, THINK HARDER!

That's all I have to say today :)
Take care Valuable Readers and all the M&M's. TEHEE!

SHAZWAN

2010-04-14T19:24:00.005+08:00

Good Day Readers!

Wow!Its been long time since I've updated my blog. Haha. Need to Rejuvenate back things to the way it is. Past few days had been really hectic. Non-stop events and all. CPR Course was a great success on Saturday. Monday, NCDCC Day at Christ Church Secondary School and Observation Ceremony at Home Team Academy. Headed to Civil Service Club to play bowling. Friggin Awesome. Well, played bowling with Nasrul, Cheryl, Huda, Lin, Shafiq and Syahirah. Haha. Then we slacked and girlfriend came to join us to play this crazy card game. Haha

I'm glad that my lovely girl manage to join in my Crazy Stretch of Society. My friends are this bunch of people who are stress free and FUN is only allowed in order to join them. Haha

Yesterday, I went to NS Check up at CMPB withmy cousin. I really thought that its gonna take hours. Bu no, I was wrong, in only took me half an hour. Haha How good is that. I wore SAF No.3 Uniform to take my picture. Like woah! NS coming really soon man! Hahaha Can die can die!

Today, went to school late. Clas start at 2. Messaged her all the way in class, planning to meet and all that. Then I met her after school below her void deck, and slacked around with her. Ccrazy little thing called love man! Haha I really loive the way sh smile. Saw hr Primary School Picture just now. Haha CUTE SIA! Haha

In the mean time, talking to he online. Nothing else to update. Haha Pictures are below:

See how much I love you!

Wan Shazwan

2010-04-06T18:29:00.003+08:00

SAY CHEESE!

Good Evening Readers!

I just feel so great and all. Met her just now. Fetch her at her bestie's house. Then headed to Causeway point to get some few thing to munch through. I'm full now. Seriously, my stomach is super full. Haha. Die,confirm Cyyner call me bonchet. Haha

Yesterday, I went to slack with her at RP. Brought along my lappy to occupy both of us. Haha, We watched Adnan Sempit and then watched this Chinese Drama " Hi my sweetheart".

Awesome day with her you know. Haha Non-stop laughing with her. Tomorrow training at Christ Church and then there will be NCDCC CLT, HO's and AFI's Cohesion Day. Maybe Ice Skating, bowling or board games.

Great Week ahead!
Shazwan

2010-04-05T19:40:00.004+08:00

See how much I love you (SHMILY)
I'm sorry love for making you sad.
Here, its for you. It comes along with my blog song. I actually like the chorus only! haha I know you love Jutin Beiber sooo much but I know you love me more! TEHEE!

I love you ****

shazwan

2010-04-01T10:33:00.003+08:00

Teenage life. Hmm.

Morning Readers.

I actually don't know what to update manns! Haha
Oh okay, maybe some news about me. Hmm, Oh yeah. today I'm meeting cyyner. Got to know that she's from a school nearby. && the best part is she lives at a block just opposite my house. I can see her house and she can see mine. Like cool or whhhattt! haha She taught me how to edit gambar using Picnik. Cool right?? haha. Talked to her on the phone last night till dawn manns! Today meeting her after she finish school. Hmm, should I feel excited? hmmm.
Here are some Of the photos she taught me how to edit, or can I say COPY Ideas! HAHA

Come on Saturday. Hurry lah! I can't wait for Saturday! Going for Adventure Challenge at Bukit Batok Home Team NS Adventure Center. Then....

BOWLING

I'm ready for the match man! Haha
shazwan

2010-03-30T10:32:00.002+08:00

The Mummy's Boy! :P
Pulau Ubin Trip

Some photos of Ubin Trip.
Most of the pictures are at Kampung Chek Java. So yeah! I really recommend you guys to go there. But, its damn HOT!
Haha

shazwan

2010-03-29T09:00:00.003+08:00

Still on three.

Had a lovely weekend. On Friday, I went to Christ Church Secondary School for training. The school had their own extra facilities which makes the school much more interesting than others. I met the unit which includes Secondary y 1, 2 & 3 cadets. They are all so obedient and has the interest in learning. Rating for the school, not at the moment yet. In the mean time, I hope that Ah Tang is doing his job talking to MAJ Tan on my transfer to Christ Church. Oh come on, it is much better than you putting me in Temasek. Well, lets just pray for the best. I wonder how Evergreen is coping? hmmmm. I know they are in good hands of Aidil, Mei Ying and Jin Hui. So yeah, no worries.

Friday night, Abang Firdaus fetched me. We went out to enjoy and I ended at his house at Jalan Bukit Ho Swee @ Tiong Bahru playing PS3 manns! A must try game is: Bad Company. Cool stuff! How I wish have PS3. I wish. . The next morning, I rushed home and get everything done.

Went out with some NCDCC Peeps to Champions Way. We fly kites and play cards. Too bad I can't join them for the evening outing to City Hall. Haha Maybe next time perhaps? I want to go Sentosa again! Nevermind Nas, this coming 3rd April, we go Adventure Challenge, after that bowling!! Haha

Yesterday, I went to Pulau Ubin with my cousins. More or like a raquee trip. We wanted to see the chalets there. We rented bikes which cost like only $5 for the whole day. Super damn hot. Even my Lil Brother Rayn was shouting hot! Haha But wort it lah. Long time never see the kampung and all. Worst still, I missed the ATC's we had in Pulau Ubin Camp Resilience.

Okay enough about outing.

My Minah damn cute lor! She message like so like like like like that. You know I know you know. Haha. She just very funny and will always be my Minah! Haha Minah or what!? That's all manns!And by the way, my Minah "Reserved" me already. haha

Shazwan

2010-03-25T15:02:00.006+08:00

RUNRUN~~RUN~~

A day of fun and Happiness! Haaaappp-pyyy! Hahaha
I don't have to explain where I went, you guys should have figured it out yourself. Haha, Just pictures update cause I'm so in the mood to talk with "TEHEE!"
Bye!

shazwan

2010-03-23T11:15:00.003+08:00

Still Single

See I'm up so early this past few days cause I can't have good sleep. I'm used to the morning schedule. Haha Just now met Nas at my void deck, played guitar and taught him some simple chords. Haha Tomorrow going out with my NCDCC friends to airport. Just slack around cause we really don't know what to do. Haha Holiday is keeping me rotting at home and hanging on the laptop.

Above picture was taken during ATC last weekend. I was playing around with the light stick liquid and it was friggin awesome. Haha Can't wait for 3rd April. 2nd Adventure Challenge. Haha. Then there comes my NS Check up on th 10th at CMPB. MINDEF liao! Haha

So that's all for this morning. Take care you guys!

Wan Shazwan

2010-03-22T10:06:00.002+08:00

My Beautiful Life

Good Morning Readers!
Weekend rush was against me but it was totally awesome. I spend my weekends holding up Adventure Training Camp for Secondary 2 Cadets @ Changi Coast Adventure Center. It started all well so boring as it was raining non-stop till around 5pm. We spend most of the time under the shelter. But it was quite good cause the breeze was damn cold.

I have to say that the 5th batch did a very good job in handling the situation and I'm really proud of them. Really great job from Jason and Farah for running the camp smoothly. The SNCO's did a great job in being ordered from all the CLT's *opps! haha Erra cute sia, wear the glasses all.

Holidays are her but I'm starting t feel bored. Don't know where to go and what to do. So in he mean time, I'm just sitting at home rotting! Haha wish ATC was much more longer.

Here are some of the pictures uploaded into my blog.
For more pictures, FACEBOOK :)
Me & Erra Yuhanis
See how much I weigh? haha FEATURING Victor
Farah Muslihah
ATC 2010

Take care readers!
Wan shazwan

2010-03-19T15:08:00.003+08:00

Hoooorrrray!

Finally, at last it here. I waited for you for months and now you're here. I was so sad waiting for you, I sigh and sigh each day waiting for you to come but it took you more than 2 months to come. My friends and I felt the pressure and it wasn't easy waiting for you. I always wished for you to come and now you're here. You are my ,

3 WEEKS HOLIDAYS!

Oh come on, laugh lah!
It was suppose to be a joke you guys! Haha But anyway its true. I really can't wait for holidays manns! Tomorrow ATC yeah! Yay! Get to meet SuperGirl! Hehe

Will update later tonight if I'm free! Take Care readers!

Wan Shazwan:)

2010-03-16T21:43:00.007+08:00

I want to be a Receptive Person!

Today, went to school in the morning for Engine System Maintenance. Then went to Gym,did some work out. Slacked outside school for awhile then went to meet Dinah and Syairah. We went to Orchard, teman Dinah sekejap. Then off to slack at ION. Seriously, I'm so tired and need lots of rest. I don't know why but I feel well over and done with all my jobs. So yeah.

No personal problems and I'm really happy with y life right now. Go out with friends and laugh and laugh and laugh. Haha Planning to go out next Wednesday to Pulau Ubin to Cycle wit NCDCC Mates yaws! Haha Hopefully Dinah is joining Haha.

Atoi had been very funny in school. Macam-macam benda stupid he do and say and jokes are a must when you are with him. Haha, feel free to read his blog cause we are adverting Nuffnang! haha His blog is at my links so yeah. Look out for Atoi! Hey Apple! The Car!.

So that's all for today. Will update tomorrow.

Shazwan

2010-03-15T21:35:00.004+08:00

Good Evening you guys!
Monday Blues got me hating on the class manns!
Made me swear and swear all day.
Today is so friggin random. Some pictures taken. Boredom strikes ITE Students!
:)

In the mean time, I'm chatting with Ms. Syahirah on MSN. She caught my eye and has a very beautiful, or wait, can I say cute features by the way she chat. All I can do is smile cause once again, girls who has the quality are always attached.

2010-03-14T11:07:00.003+08:00

Awesomest Weekend!

Kite Flying @ Champions Way

If you can see the kite!

Me & Syahir doing bag check! Haha Read the sign !

Me & Zahirah

My NCO's getting ready fro Rescue Mission

Good Morning Readers!
Sunday morning makes me yawn cause tomorrow, I am still schooling. How bad can that be? Its okay, One more week and I'm off to my 3 weeks term break!
Past few days had been quite fun. Will list down the activities:

Thursday, Friday & Saturday.
Was sitting at home rotting when I suddenly decided to text Nas and ask him if he got any plans. He has no plans so we decided to go Kite flying together with Shafiq at Marina Barrage. Was a very hot sunny day but we just enjoyed our self. Our kit didn't manage to fly high cause of the strong winds coming from all directions. Haha We then went to Esplanade to slack around and then we went back home. Due to unsatisfaction of high kite flying, we decided to meet again the next day to fly kite. But this time, it wasn't Marina Barrage. We went to Champions way, close to Singapore Sports School to fly kite again. But this time, it wasn't just me, Nas and Shafiq. Aliff from 5th batch and Syairah from 4th Batch joined in the fun.
Friday afternoon, I went for Evergreen Secondary School Sec One Annual NCDCC Camp. Was tiring though. Went back on Saturday afternoon. Rushed home, went out with my family to Lucky Plaza then we went to Marina Country Club at Punggol for Prawning. Awesome sia! First time I went there. Yeah, then reach home quiet late. Exhausted sia!

More updates soon!

shazwan

2010-03-05T22:59:00.014+08:00

How Shazwan looked like when he was in Secondary 4?

I'm feeling well over much more better now. Had been doing things that an cheer me up and to make me stay happy with the continuous effect. Awesome weekend ahead. Totally looking forward for this Sunday's Adventure Challenge for Secondary One cadets at Home Team NS Bukit Batok Adventure Center. Its going to be an awesome day. Not going to feel abashed to let my cheerfulness fly :)

In the mean time,I miss Ice Cream Girl a lot! Long time never see her. We had been chatting since just now. But now, she busy updating her blog. Still curious to get to know her blog. Hais, should I just ask her out on a date? Hmm. . Will ask her if she is willing to go out with Mr.Shazwan.

"Yesterday I was a frail in relationship,but now, I'm beginning to understand more about love."

take care!
shazwan

2010-03-02T22:40:00.001+08:00

This cat that caught my eye
I just don't know what to update.
Not feeling well. Sick of sickness!
Will do a proper update tomorrow.

Shazwan

2010-02-27T13:24:00.002+08:00

I regret saying sorry in my last post. All that I know is that I shouldn't blame your friends. Instead of saying sorry to you, I take bck my words. I want to say sorry to your friends, not you.

"Now I don't blame your friends. No wonder you tell me not to tell anyone the reason we broke up cause you were lying. With this kind of attitude, I'm not surprise that most of your friends think that you're a Minah. I thought they were telling me nonsensical stuffs, but ts true. You are a Minah." (Facebook Wan Shazwan)

All that I know is that girls like you should take a look at yourself in the mirror. Reflect cause I've learned my lesson and I don't want you to regret in the end. I got nothing else to do with you accept this, "Sorry I don't entertain Minah's"

Wan Shazwan

2010-02-24T09:23:00.002+08:00

I feel like ripping your heart out and say stop!

Good Morning!
I'm up so early while still rotting at home cause school starts at 2 today. So update my blog with one good post should make it.

For my life, everything is turning back to normal. Getting my life back onto the route. I didn't meant to hurt her with all the words I wrote at my blog and Facebook but I have to keep it straight. But whatever it is, I'm sorry alright. Still Friends.

I messaged Juliet and Ben 10 freak last night.
Juliet just came back from make up class with her Kakak Ipar. So her face still full of make up. Planning to meet her soon, but not sure when. And don't even think of picking up that habit okay Juliet? You want to die, you do ah! You see Shazwan kill you! :P

For Ben 10 Freak, I saw her video at Facebook. Cute or what sia. Long time never message her so last night message her and all till I myself sleep. She like super hyper lor. Haha Never mind. At least better than being moody right?

In the mean time, I'm still waiting for the reshuffling for the posting cause I'm suppose to go to Temasek but its too far and I can't cope traveling that far. So HQ is deciding to change everything back. But I'm sure I'm not going back. Haha

Now talking to Cheryl online. Very hyper sia the topic! Hahaha Good luck for your exam Cheryl! Must pass hor. Talked to her about postings and all. Haha At least got someone to talk about the topic. Oh ya yesterday I met Nasrul to pass the thumb drive at Yishun MRT. Manage to catch up on certain things like his new unit. Haha He got Benjamin! Haha

Erm, I don't feel like going to school sia
2 hours of theory my brain can die! :P

shazwan : ))

2010-02-21T21:50:00.000+08:00

My weekend and some boring pictures @ Berlin Wall in Singapore :)

peace out!
shazwan

2010-02-21T11:24:00.003+08:00

I just read my one of my cadets blog (Siti) and I'm really touched by what she wrote. It just left me speechless. I am so proud that I was from Evergreen and I manage to lead you through the years. Thank you Siti Nurul Amirul. You made me proud.

2010-02-20T15:32:00.000+08:00

Left me cause her friends didn't like seeing her with me. "Shazwan, don't tell anyone why we broke up". Sorry I have to do it. Sometimes, I have to be selfish due to your selfish decision.

2010-02-18T19:07:00.001+08:00

SINGLE~~Attached~~

2010-02-17T20:44:00.004+08:00

This one is for you my dear

I admit that it was my mistake to assume about everything. I should have asked you first before saying all those things. You had been wonderful and never ever I regret being with a girl like you. I just miss the times we had been meeting each other everyday. But now, our schedule just don't fit the time.Therefore I think we need to spend more time together and have more lovely talk and I hope that we can let it all out. Once again, I'm sorry

with lots of love,
shazwan

2010-02-16T22:51:00.004+08:00

I'm Back. .

I'm back from a long weekend overseas.
Very tired. Very Tired. Very Tired.
Was with my cousins in JB for BBQ.
Wash here, wash there eat here eat there.
Kecoh!
Then we went to Pontian to go to my
Uncles fruit farm. I didn't know he owns one.
We ate by the beach and its so. . Relaxing.

Then went back to Singapore.
Mai came to to use the gym and went swimming! Haha awesome!
Enjoyed the weekend but well, ~~still miss my girlfriend.~~

" I don't know why but I think she is fading away from me. She is in love with another guy. Read her blog and she is like totally into him. She goes tuition and the guy is new there. So she is going gugugaga over him. How? Why? Am I being cheated or is this going to happen to me again and again all the time? I think I have to rest this case or should I just jump into conclusion? Shazwan, think properly. "

but still
i love her

shazwan

2010-02-11T13:15:00.002+08:00

The stars lean down to kiss you
And i lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'cause i'll doze off safe and soundly
But i'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you dear
'cause i wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till i look at my hands and feel sad
'cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though i haven't slept in two days
'cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because when i think of you
I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone

As many times as i blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And i'll forget the world that i knew
But i swear i won't forget you
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past

The song is dedicated to my beloved girlfriend. Its the second song on my playlist:
Vanilla Twilight

L O V E
Shazwan

2010-02-07T21:52:00.005+08:00

I don't know why but I think I have doubts about something but I'm not sure what. I just have the feeling. It just suddenly came to me hitting hard thinking about it. I wasn't really feeling well today but I tried to be strong. I didn't even tell my girl about it and I'm feeling guilty. I think I'm going to tell her tomorrow morning. I fetching her and sending her to school. Early sia I wake up. 6:52am.

shazwan: B, tomorrow you want me fetch you what time?
(silence. . . . .)
shazwan: 6:52 am????
(laughter's*)
syiqin: 6:52 am you go out or reach here?
shazwan: I reach there lah! Normal standard syiqin time what?! :)
(more laughter's*)

JUST RANDOM!

Anyway, here are some of the things I did for the last three days.
FRIDAY: Went for Movies (Santau) @ Causeway Point with beloved girlfriend and her lil brother. Then headed for CLT General Meeting @ HTA till 9pm.

This is not the actual picture. Sorry.
SATURDAY: Woke up early and headed to Changi Exhibition Center for Singapore Airshow 2010. Damn super hot! That's why its called "too hot to miss". The sun was really working me out. Haha

SUNDAY: Went to Singapore Zoo. Nothing special. Just another random trip to Zoo with family and my cousins. Another Hot day, again!

I don't know what else to update. Oh yar, wait. Got this guy bastard sia. Go spam my girlfriends tag board and talk nonsense sia. "If I find you, I will kill you." , "Good luck!" (taken from the movie "Taken")
haha

alright take everyone.
L O V E
Shazwan

2010-02-06T09:24:00.003+08:00

People who can't take it or have a problem with reading my blog, I advice you to stop reading and don't ever read again.

What is the real actual meaning of personal blog?

Its where you write something you like to keep it and years later, you can read it feeling happy with what you write. I really don't understand people who can't stand reading my blog. I'm not going to mention names cause I know I would get myself into trouble. Let me explain again, the reason why a person blog is to write about his/her personal life and nothing that it will do to hurt someone or somebody. I write in my blog cause its the only place where you can let out your true feelings instead of keeping it down inside. You should know who you are right?

If you don't wish to see my bog:
For Microsoft users:
Press the Red X button box on the top right hand corner of your screen.

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Press The Red 0 button box on top left hand corner of your screen.

So I'm done.
shazwan

*REMEMBER. THIS IS MY BLOG AND I CAN POST OR WRITE ANYTHING I WANT CAUSE ITS MY PERSONAL LIFE.

2010-02-05T08:11:00.007+08:00

New updates*

Me in Sec 3 as a NCDCC Cadet
How did being a CLT in NCDCC change your life?

I always wanted to take the lead and serve a unit since I graduated and now, I am. I'm a CLT posted to Evergreen Secondary School. Being a CLT is not only teaching and scolding cadets. Its about how you learn to respect. I made a lot of mistakes through being a CLT in NCDCC but I learn and change slowly with better perspectives ahead of me. The chances of being a CLT in Singapore is very small. You have to work hard or even work harder than hard to strive.

The other thing I like to mention is making another CLT your friend or even best friend. I made a few friends but sad to say, friends do fight or even backstab someone from the back. But I must learn how to move on and learn to change myself.

At the same time, I would like to apologise to all my CLT friends if I had ever made any mistakes. I know I made a lot of mistakes and I wish that I can turn back time and be a better person. I wish that all of this will be resolved and I hope that we can all be friends.

I wish that all CLT's from all batches can work and trust each other and work with wisdom and full of integrity. I hope that they won't fight or even go around bringing a person's name down. By achieving this, NCDCC CLT are going to have a very meaningful year ahead and for the future times to come.

Some people I want to say THANK YOU!

Md Syahir B Agus & Chow Jin Hui(4th Batch))CLT Evergreen)
I had been with you guys since 2005 and I always didn't have the chance to say this. Thanks for being by my side to guide the unit together with me. Working together with you guys had been a very meaningful part of my life. I hope in 2010, we can achieve what we are striving for and to work together as one. I'm also glad to still have you with me and I'm grateful for that. Looking forward to our camp in March :)

Md Aidil Zainal & Poh Mei Ying (5th Batch)(Non-posted yet)
Thanks for the very strong support you two gave to Evergreen and thank you so much for helping all the way. I hope me and the rest of the CLT's are able to guide you through your life in NCDCC as a CLT. You guys rock!

Suhairi Roslan (3rd Batch)(CLT Admiralty)
I know some people are trying to stop me or even the rest to talk to you, but no matter what happen, I still respect the talents that you have in making a cadet change and to be able to lead with great respect. Although we face lots of challenges, we still smile at the end of the day or even laugh at each other for no reasons. That's what I call real friends. No fighting! Peace out Bro!

Nasrul Shafiq (4th Batch) (CLT Beatty)
The friend that guided me through. He was the one who helped me alot. I feel so honoured and thankful that he was my partner for NDP 2009 although I was there only for a short period. But the support he gave me was so great. Its like not being friends, we were already like siblings. Wait for each other, serve each other food, share the laughter's and the best, not being shy to take pictures. Nasrull used to be shy of taking real pictures in unexpected place but soon after that, I teached him how to be evil. Evil in a good way I can say. I thought him that we only had one chance to take the picture or else, we won't get it. So that's where Nasrul took the gun and shot the bird down. B ut sad to say, friends do fight but everything was fine after the Brunei Trip.

Farah Muslihah Ali (5th Batch) (Non-posted yet)
The crazy but smart supergirl. This sugar rush girl had always been there especially when I had problems with my relationship and at the same time she accompanied me when I was admitted in the hospital due to H1N1. The 8 days I'm in the hospital, she never fail to ask how I'm feeling and how I am coping with everything. She never fail to make me smile everytime I talk to her on the phone or even webcaming with her. Her cheerfulness and craziness make me feel so happy. The first time I met her was at NCDCC BBQ at East Coast Park. She was busy with her homework so I decided to doodle on her foolscap. I still remember her adoring my ugly hadwriting. Then we start to get to know each other better during Adventure Finale. I was really a big idiot to even forget her. She offered me sweets at the jetty. Then NCDCC day, meet again and such. Proud of her especially getting to know that she is becoming a CLT. She is a very respectful person and she never fails to do well in everything that she do. I'm very thankful to have a friend like her cause she is the one that gave the fullest support in everything I do and that's why I call her my SUPERGIRL!

Fadzlun Adziman (4th Batch) (Boon Lay Secondary School)
"How do you describe Fadzlun??" I answered: Funny but serious but the best!
I really started to know him during the Brunei trip and we were all the way guiding each other and giving supports especially the jungle tracking. We were laughing and laughing cause Fadzlun never stop making us laugh and I love the way he give his support but at the same time.... I don't know, JUST TOO CRAZY!

Nur Lina aka Kak Ros & Nurul Huda aka mm-mm(3rd Batch)
They had been like my sister during the trip and we learn to help each other. I think, without them, I wouldn't be enjoying the trip. The first time I really had the chance to work with them was during Fire Fighting Course. Had lots of fun and I'm surprised that Huda is much more stronger than me. Well, you can't judge the book by its cover right? So yeah. For Lina, she was our head chef during the overnight at the campsite. Made for us Milo, corned beef and .. too many lah kak ros!

Maybe, its till here first. Will write again soon!
Take care everyone!

CLT Shazwan
:)

2010-02-02T22:46:00.003+08:00

First photo of us on blog!

"Falling in love with you is the best thing that could happen in my life. I feel grateful and thankful that you had been there for me and I just want you to know that, I love you."
shazwan<3

2010-01-31T20:17:00.004+08:00

MORE PICTURES TO BE UPLOADED SOON!
KINDA TIRED SO YEAH!

Universal Studios Singapore

Siloso Beach with my friends :))

Love had been giving me calls and I really appreciate her care and concern. She had been by myside even though we are not beside each other. Its the feeling of love that everyone looks forward to. Tomorrow morning, I fetching wifey and sending her to school! So yeah!

shazwan
nnyqiiysevolnawzahs

2010-01-28T18:43:00.004+08:00

So yeah like finally after months and days,
Shazwan is officially attached.

Yeah like the news is spreading faster than disease. Well, I just have to accept the fact that one day, the whole world will know kan?
So yeah! Nothing to post actually. Just want to make it official!

alright!
take care !

shazwan

2010-01-25T21:24:00.001+08:00

More Random days in ITE as an Aerospace Technology Student.

Updates fopr blanks :))
shazwan

2010-01-24T20:27:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps! Sorry for the late updates :))

The cute Mm-mm!

Just the time I miss alot! Brunei Trip!
Haha In the mean time, I haven't finish my Airframe Project!

shazwan

2010-01-17T11:03:00.000+08:00

YOUR BOY SIDE-
[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] Its hilarious when people get hurt.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[x] You own a car racing game.
[x] You played with Hot Wheels cars as a kid.
[x] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter. (Figure it out yourself! !@#@)
[x] You owned a DS, PS2, N64,or Sega. (My first game console was Sega*)
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[x] You have watched sports on TV.
[x] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice. (Mummy’s Boy )
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You used to collect hockey cards.
[ ] Baggy sweats are cool to wear.
[ ] It’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors. (Blue, Black, Red)
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[x] Sports are fun. (Rugby *Two thumbs up)
[ ] You talk with food in your mouth. (Social Etiquette Course)
[ ] You sleep with your socks on at night.
[x] You have fished at least once.
—-YOUR GIRL SIDE—-
[x] You love to shop. (when I have $$ ONLY, other than that, NOPE)
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You wear the color pink. (I have pink T-shirt!)
[x] You go to your mom to talk. (Once again, Mummy’s boy)
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like going to the mall.
[ ] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] You cried watching The Notebook.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe. (Oh come on!)
[x] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[x] You don’t like the movie Star Wars
[ ] You are/were in gymnastics
[x] It takes you around one hour to shower and get dressed (I have to strongly agree with this cause this is the reason why I’m late for class!)
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[x] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[ ] You like wearing high heel shoes.
[ ] You used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] You like putting make-up on others.
[ ] You like being the star of everything.
[ ] Pink is one of your favorite colors.
Appearance •
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x] I have a tattoo. (-.- diao)
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I’ve had/have braces.
[ ] I have more than two piercings.
[ ] I have / had piercings in places besides my ears.
• Embarrassment •
[x] I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation. (All the time)
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[x] I’ve glued my hand to something. (My pencil when I was in P4 :P)
[ ] I’ve laughed ’til some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I’ve had my pants rip in public.
• Health •
[ ] I’ve gotten stitches.
[x] Broken a bone. (Thanks to RUGBY!)
[ ] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I’ve sat in a doctor’s office with a friend.
[ ] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I’ve had serious surgery.
[x] I’ve had chicken pox.
• Traveling •
[ ] I’ve driven / ridden over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I’ve been on a plane.
[ ] I’ve been to Canada.
[ ] I’ve been to Cuba.
[ ] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I’ve been to Ottawa.
[ ] I’ve gone to Sudbury.
[ ] I’ve been to the Caribbean.
[x] I’ve been to Europe.
[ ] I’ve been to Florida.
• Experiences •
[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[x] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[x] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[x] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I’ve been to a casino.
[x] I’ve been skydiving.
[ ] I’ve gone skinny-dipping. (Only in my bathtub! Haha)
[ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I’ve crashed a car.
[ ] I’ve been skiing.
[ ] I’ve been in a musical.
[x] I’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[x] I’ve ridden in a taxi. (DUH!)
• Relationships •
[x] I’m single. (But not available cause I took pledge to someone!)
[ ] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’m engaged.
[x] I miss someone right now. (Oh Miss R.U)
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced.
[x] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[x] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
[ ] I don’t believe in love
• Honesty / Crime •
[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve snuck out.
[x] I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I’ve ran a red light.
[x] I’ve witnessed a crime.
[x] I’ve been in a fist fight.
[ ] I’ve been arrested.
• Death and Suicide •
[x] I’m afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I’ve seen someone / something dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted / committed suicide.
[ ] I’ve planned my own suicide before.
[ ] I’ve written a eulogy for myself.
• Materialism •
[ ] I own over 5 rap CD’s.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime / manga.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collected comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on E-Bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie
• Random •
[ ] I can sing well. (Ya right, that’s why I went to only 3rd round in Singapore Idol)
[ ] Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] Don’t kill bugs/don’t like to
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person. (Ask Ms RU about this. She should know well)
[x] I am a sports fanatic. (Rugby and soccer)
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I care about grammar.
[x] I love spam. (I love spam but I hate spammers!)
[ ] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red, blue, black, purple, or orange. (White and Black)
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart. (BOOOORRRRRRINNNNG!)
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.(I still can’t believe I passed my last two semester)
[ ] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I like white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I’m good at remembering faces.
[x] I’m good at remembering names.
[ ] I’m good at remembering dates. (Opps!)
[x] I honestly have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] All my answers were totally honest

2010-01-16T21:24:00.003+08:00

Freaking Sick!

I have not been well for this pass few days. Luckily my friends and family had been bugging me to eat my medicine :)

Trying my best to stay stable and to be stress free! Haha I really don't know what to say. Oh ya, talking bout busy, Hami is officially license-able! Haha I can't wait to take a ride with all my member 300! Yeah! Abang Sapao da ader license!

Okay I'm done with doing a logo for NCDCC Sector West One a logo!
Done!
Any changes, just tell me alright! :)

alright! take care!

shazwan! :)

2010-01-13T08:33:00.003+08:00

I woke up early today and guess what? School starts at 2 -.-

Like finally I manage to update my blog again since I have EXTRA time :))
Everything is moving according to the way it has to. Five awards for early 2010. EAGLES Award, SCDF Study Award, ITE CCA Medal 2010, Colours Award and ITE Scholarship Award. How amazing can that be. Bu too bad my parents are asking me to save it for my license cause I need at least 1000 bucks :(

Okay some rewinds on the past few days. Sunday, went out with cousin to go to Esplanade to lepak since we are feeling so bored and tired of sitting at home. Spend the whole night at Esplanade. Should do it more often. Especially with your crazy cousins! Haha

Monday was totally random school! Was suppose to have practical but instead theory. Class start at 10, ended at 2. Like what the hell! Tuesday was officially class-less cause my teacher cancelled all the class. I tel you, "ITE is too relax! and its getting too bored for me. No teacher to scold me. No DM to shout at your eardrums :("

I fought with someone but don't want to mention who. I know my words may be very rude to you, but I just have to keep things straight that I don't like people to talk about me behind my back. You yourself know that your secrets are in my hand. But I know how you feel. So don't worry, your secrets are still safe and confidential. I'm sorry :)

2010 Resolutions,
No enemy lah!!!!
Favour lah sial!
haha :P

Take care all!
shazwan

2010-01-10T14:42:00.004+08:00

My Blog is so dead!

Okay, here are some of the update that were supposed to go up.
1) Happy New Year
2) School Re-opens!
3) 2Nd year life!
4) Single yet single. .
5) CCA Orientation

Okay we start from the top.
1) Firstly I would like to wish all my beloved readers a Happy New Year. I mad a new resolution for 2010."Be strong to face any challenges and look ahead to a better year". I want to achieve a few things in 2010. Which is to be more innovative and to get my driving license! Read this : DRIVING.

2)Oh damn shit! I hate the person who invented school! But yeah, its a good place for me to be with my friends and talk nonsense all day! Haha laugh and laugh till you roll! Haha I have to study hard this year and by June, will be my attachment. Hope I will get a good vocation industry =)

3)New freshman! No familiar faces but glad to know that my juniors had done well for their exams. Superbly proud of all of you! =)

4)Alright, I always wanted to have a nice girl friend with a long lasting relationship but too bad, its not time yet. But in the mean time, Shazwan is too lazy to have relationship. Don't ask why. Maybe I gave up or something. I just want a happy single life. But I do feel jealous if I see couples being together while me? Just being single. Haha But yeah, NO RUSH! Getting my license first, then will take HER out~! ~promised to be loyal and truthful to her cause I'm BEN 10 right? haha*ignore the part if you don't understand!

5)CCA Orientation. Newly fresh secondary school secondary one students join NCDCC. Still waiting for result by Wednesday and will be having a camp before March Holiday. It will be a join Sec 1/ NCO selection camp .

So yeah! Updated!
Haha.
In the mean time, really busy with work.
Take care you guys!

shazwan

2009-12-30T20:31:00.003+08:00

OMG!

School will be starting this coming Monday!!!
Oh shit!! Haha I'm seriously still in the Holiday mood.
I don't know what to update on.

Ok, just now I went to Evergreen Sec to discuss with my SNCO's and NCO's regarding CCA Fair. We talked about the things that need to be changed and the new location that we were given to set up our booth. So yeah. EVG NCDCC is ready to recruit!

take care,

shazwan :)

2009-12-29T15:04:00.004+08:00

You were THIS special to me

To my favorite teacher
Told me never give up
To my fifth grade crush
Who I thought I really loved
The the guys I miss
And the girls we kissed
Where are you now?
To my ex best friends
don't know how we grew apart
To my favorite bands
And sing a longs in my car
To the face I see in my memories
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

To my first girlfriend
I thought for sure was the one
To my last girlfriend
Sorry that I screwed up
To the ones I loved
But didn't show it enough
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

I know we'll never see
those days again
And things will never
be that way again
But that's just how it goes
People change but I know
I won't forget you

To the ones who cared
And who were there from the start
To the love that left
And took a piece of my heart
To the few who'd swear
I'd never go anywhere
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn't for you I'd be nothing
Where are you now?

Shazwan :)

2009-12-23T20:10:00.002+08:00

I'm back!!
Exciting and Enjoying December with
Family and Friends

2009-12-06T02:49:00.003+08:00

Hello Peeps!

Shazwan here. I have been really busy this pass few days due to my project plannings for Project H.E.L.P.

I'm organising an event to raise funds for Leukemia patients and the event will be held next year. If you are interested to help, you could join my FB Group:

http://www.facebook.com/#/group.php?gid=204840142584

or the alternative way is to add me at msn and give me ideas:

shazwn4ever@hotmail.com

alright take care everyone!
shazwan!

2009-11-26T18:42:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the late update again. Really-really busy with everything luhs.
Sorry Juliet for all the late things and about the waking up thing. Sorry for waking you up late. Next time must tell me what time you want to wake up kay Juliet!

That day, BBQ was okay. I mean the fun part was when I saw Erra and Farah. the rest was like crickets only. Sorry! Haha then laughed and laughed.

Those who read my FB wall will now why I wasn't enjoying the BBQ. Because of some people with mask on. Will forgive but very hard for me to forget. I really don't know why you guys are doing all this lah. Does it bring any benefit to you? No right?

Good luck Atoi and Mai! Will pray hard that the court judge will be good and hope that nothing happen to both of you.

Just referring to this magazine last night, saw this new Samsung Hp. i don't know what but it looks darn cool! Will start saving my $kachings$.

Thanks Adlin for you know what last night and just now. Ask me to update right, nah! Ambek kau! Haha

last but not least, I would like to congrat my sister for making it through her PSLE and she made it to Express. Thank god! Haha

I think that's all.
Will think of more things to write.
Take care everyone.
Shazwan =D

2009-11-20T20:19:00.003+08:00

My ITE Life

Me with my friends in NDT Lab

This is for those who always ask, "How does Masyitah look like?". Now thats her!

I always hate the part where you have to wake up early just to get yourself out of bed and to drag your heavy legs to school. Its a headache when yo have to queue for buses and stand in the MRT which is full like sardines. Then once you reach school, have to copy long lecture notes and lots and lots of tutorial just for 2 days of exam which is coming up.

After school, rush to gym for work outs and then have to line up in long queue in the canteen just to get yourself something to fill your tummy. Like what! Okay but after all, its just school. Have to get over and done with and then its a new beginning. Attachment really sucks especially when you are with RSAF. Bright future but too many boundaries.

The best part of the day is when you meet you friend and spend time at MacDonald just looking at her do her work. Not stalking definitely. Just admiring her sweet lovely smile of hers. Then there comes the Matrep who always create nuisance and make a fuss out of small things. This is 2009 not 1989 sucker! Wake up!

So that's my ordinary everyday life.

&& OCT Farah Muslihah Bte Md Ali!
You better come this Sunday (NCDCC BBQ) or if not, I will not talk to you or even make you laugh anymore. Poderclair Uh! (isthatspellingright?) Its important lah Farah! Please!

Tomorrow is take 17 of week 5. Tired! Can I quit my dearest Ms Director!
Haha off to my bed, to rest. Farhana, sorry again for not answering the phone. Terlalu khusyuk dengan tido! Minta Maaf yeah! Saya harus tido sebelum ditidokan! Haha
&& Good news! Erra coming back tomorrow! Yiiippppiiie! Haha

Take Care Peeps!
Shazwan =)

2009-11-18T20:20:00.003+08:00

Woots!

Sorry for the late updates.Farhana & Ika(shortypie) had been pestering me to update my blog. Sorry you guys =P Had been very busy this few days. Exams coming out. Have to rush through AESM and Principle of Helicopters. Chiong study non-stop. Haha

I seriously don't know what to update. I want to ask for new posting to a new school next year which is Christ Church Secondary School. A lot of reasons why I want to be there. New school, new culture, new cadets, new lifestyle and new OC. Wish is just a dream. Haha Must wait for postings yaws. Now, really can't wait to go Brunei with my fellow NCDCC peeps! Wohoo, 7 grueling training days in Brunei. I had been dragging my self to gym this pas few weeks just to keep myself fit.

Just now morning when to school with this girl that I have no met long long. Haha Took 858 with her to CWP. Then say goodbye. sad bohhooo! haha JKJK She sudah ada yang punya. Must respect hor. haha

Then when to school, go class then when to RP for DAE(Direct Admission) Visit. Choose Diploma in Civil Aviation as my first choice followed by Aerospace Avionics and Aerospace Engineering. Then when back to school and hop onto another bus to go ITE McPherson. Then class dismissed from there. Wahpiang, super far sia.

Tomorrow is Ika Birthday and I never ever forget her day sia. haha. Happy Birthday in Advance ShortyPie! Haha Claim your present when you meet me kays? Must inform me first! =)

&& On another note, sorry (insertnamehere) for not calling you last night. was super super tired and fell asleep. Will call you tonight maybe and please don't vent your anger on the wall or whatsoever. just forget about what he did and do something to keep you occupied. Can?? Chill lil girl =)

Okay lor, that's all.
Take care peeps!
Shazwan

2009-11-14T12:44:00.003+08:00

Send it on

Wait!!! I think I'm not going to lose!
I'm gonna take her down.
Top artist singing this song,
but..

Opps!
Haha
I'm so evil! Haha
Just give up lah!!
We are on the winning point.
Haha
Take care!

Shazwan=)

2009-11-13T08:20:00.002+08:00

Once and for all!
I have to rush, mummy is in hospital.
Have to take care of her.

Selena, here is the picture, just save it through (DMF) Folder.
Then put in on the next file. Don't forget to make a back up.
Take care <3

Shazwan :)

2009-11-11T12:43:00.000+08:00

Ok lah. I'm just gonna let you win this time cause I'm LAZY to fight with people who has attitude like a small kid. Come on lah grow up. Even Selena told me just to ignore people who talk bad about her. Yeah, I guess, even Kanye West agrees with me at the award that he even told international TV that Beyonce is much better than Taylor. Like whhhat?? Haha

Oklah, I'm gonna stay down to earth cause at least, I manage to talk to Selena Gomez and that really makes me happy. Not like some people who don't even get to talk to her no.1 most favourite artist. Write here write there, write at people Tagboard and then, lose point. For what sia do all this. You get what? Even Taylor won't even notice a thing. Haha Okay, enough of scolding.

By the way, Selena has decided to come Singapore next summer due to some recording and filming she has to go through.

&& to Ms Sel Gomez :p,

Thanks for all the ideas to shoot down someone. And yes I agree that it isn't good to talk or write bad things about someone on peoples tagboard am I right? Haha Just take care and have lots of fun in California. Take care yaw lil Sel :)

Shazwan

2009-11-10T15:26:00.004+08:00

Take this Taylor Swift Fans!

Take this (insertnamehere). Taylor Swift is hot?? Hahaha Watch it!
Must be very hot to lie on the toilet floor! Muahuahuahua
So next time, don't tag people's tagboard and say that Selena Gomez is not hot???

Now take a look at this. Look at how Selena treats her fans. You would be surprised

Now, well the points goes this way for the match:
Team Selena 1
Team Taylor 0
Muahuahua

Shazwan:)

2009-11-08T11:21:00.003+08:00

Urban adventure Challenge 2009!
Will update about it later!

2009-11-06T13:58:00.002+08:00

LATE UPDATES & UPLOADS =)

Rumah Bujang (Youngsters House)

wonderful night

again and again and again
This pictures were taken during my class chalet last month which was uploaded late by Atoi. Thanks uh! Really enjoyed myself!

Not going to be online tonight cause will be having a slumber party tonight at Home Team Academy (Urban Adventure Challenge). no lah, we not partying okay! We have to get things ready for tomorrow event which will be launched at Esplanade and sad to say, we have to be there by 6am. The race will be around the Singapore Town. Will be having 200 participants and like what!!! Ramai siol! haha

Will take lots and lots of pictures to be uploaded in FB and some in Blog =)
so take care you guys!
Bye!
shazwan

2009-11-04T23:41:00.003+08:00

Webcaming Session with Selena Gomez :)
On the phone with Qasidah. .
Two in one :)
Sorry I had to remove the text and all cause she don't allow me to reveal her email. Sorry you guys!

Shazwan

2009-11-03T16:20:00.004+08:00

Seriously sick of love.

I give up. I tried to stay calm and try to understand the problems and all, but I'm just too disheartened by everything that has happened to me. Maybe yes, its KARMA. I believe in putting lots of effort in everything that I'm doing but it just doesn't turns out right. Maybe being with my friends will cure all the heartbreaks I had this year. I always believe in myself that I can do it, but it will turn the other way.

Life is just a learning lessons which I just have to reflect again and again everyday. Make it being me alone or with everyone, I just want happiness. Everyone wants better things in life. Once they are bored, they find someone else. Never ever being appreciated. Heartbreak.

&& Erra, if you reading this, "Kemana kau menghilang!" haha. I miss talking to Erra and Farah on the phone. Get to release all my stress and laugh everything out on the phone. Will be choosing a date to go out with Erra someday and for Farah, after her 'O's 13 November.

Will update again later cause
"she is mad at me"
Muahuahuahua
Take care :)
shazwan

2009-11-01T12:23:00.004+08:00

NCDCC Workplan Meeting 2010

This post is for "NCDCC Cadet":

Okay firstly, you have to pass the course and put in all your effort for the course.
Yes, being a CLT, you have to be committed but you must learn how divide your time.
From an eye of a cadet, a CLT work is so damn easy. Come scold cadet's go home. If you have that in your mind, better wash it off. Haha Being a CLT is quite tough cause you have to deal with a lot of different things and have to make great decision and have to think fast. If you are too slow, the unit you are in will suffer a great impact. Good communication with HQ Staffs is very important cause you have to take note of upcoming events. By having to do this, you will be more updated to new upcoming events and can plan your schedule well.
Some hot tips:
Please make a new email account and pass it to HQ.
Don't ever give the email that you are using for Facebook, Twitter or even Friendster.
Cause it will be hard to check HQ Emails cause there are too many notifications especially Facebook.
Also, you can choose to come for HQ events/meeting but must produce a right leave/MC to prove that you really can't come. Just have to reply to HQ's email. Dealing with cadets is the best thing cause for me, I do it not because I want my pay or because of my rank, I do it cause I want to serve my unit and to make my cadets have a bright future.

So that's all, Fell free to ask more :)
Shazwan:)

2009-10-30T20:40:00.004+08:00

Oh yeah I'm officially in love,
Will still keep it as a secret till I'm ready.
Any guess?
But for this time,
Suhairi and Farhana from Pei Hwa not allowed to join in the game.
Sorry :)
Make a guess!

Winner will be awarded to a treat at Starbucks! *wink!
shazwan :)

2009-10-29T22:42:00.000+08:00

Picture's of 25th October.
Thanks Zaza for uploading the pictures :)

2009-10-27T12:53:00.002+08:00

Well this will be another random post.
I'm in Learning Cove (in school) waiting for my practical to start.
Wei! Life will be great very soon as I get her into my arms. Oh Miss IN-dependent.
Well, I will not reveal her name now, but will as soon :)
Counting down yaws. Met her in the morning before going to school. What a surprise right? Yeah!
Will update later tonight! (*maybe)

Take care all!
Shazwan :)

2009-10-26T17:41:00.005+08:00

More than everything
Sorry for not updating my blog this few days/weeks. Had been really busy and really down.

My misses
I miss talking on the phone at night.
I miss laughing.
I miss being with the person I love.
I miss smiling.
I miss my PSP.
I miss some people who had gone out of my life.
I just miss everything I love in life.

Just another random post;

We knew each other from NDP 2008. The beginning was at Home Team Academy. We were known as the sweetest couple I can say. But sweet things won't last. It all ended too fast. But if you are reading this Adlin, Thank you for everything.

"You will always be in my memory. In the 11 months we had been together, I learnt a lot of personal life issues and dealing with lots of responsibilities. You had always been there when though you stay far far far away and we never fail to meet at least twice a week. Spending every single moment with you had been joyous. I enjoyed the warm sleep overs and the momentous love we build. From rushing after school to meet each other, spending the night at orchard, being to march together in 3 great parades, my class BBQ, meeting after kayaking course, went to airport to choose our dream destinations, movies, Singapore Idol, over at your house for meaningful nights, celebrating my lil brother birthday and our very first date at Causeway Point and to our very first kiss 29 September 2008(Vivo City). I really find you one of the best GF I ever had. You had been great. Its just me that I don't really see it. I can now see every effort you put in the relationship. You are always the cherry of my heart. From learning how to deal with problems to loving the word "SHMILY" & "NILDAEVOLNAWZAHS". Your family had been the fruit in the house to keep us safe and happy all the time. Really miss your family. Be it being alone or far, the feeling is the greatest. Thank you for being there every moment in my life. Thank you Adlin(Prettiest Friend)"

Life lesson learnt:
-Understanding
-Humble
-Pride
-Love
-Care
-Concern
the sweetness of love :)

Okay sob sob. .
Just have to smile kan Shazwan.
Celebrated Fliq's birthday yesterday. Happy 19Th Birthday Bro :) Getting older, Read This: OLDER! haha Today is my lil sis, Azra 12Th Birthday and oh dear, someones birthday is coming soon. 2 more days :)

take care yaws
shazwan

2009-10-09T13:18:00.002+08:00

Nothing Last Forever

Goodbye my love on. I will always remember the 11 days we had been together and the strong trust we build along the way. Yes its sad, but I have to accept the fact. I have to accept that you left me for good. Whatever it is, Take care and will always remember the times we shared

with lots of love,
Shazwan

2009-10-08T20:55:00.004+08:00

Goodbye

After 11 days, I'm back to single again. Hais. Why do good things always end. Why can't it last? Mystery Love.
Shekyn has no longer have anything with me.

In the mean time, ignore about everything, I wanna win this competition that me and my friends join about Personal Hygiene. The video is called:

Good Hygiene, Best Prevention

Please vote at this webpage. Here is the link: http://breathe.sg/germavision/video.aspx?id=23
Please vote for me. Each person has 3 votes. Please ask everyone in your family to vote for me. It doesn't involves money at all. Please :) thank you .

Shazwan

~~all~~ or nothing

2009-10-03T20:04:00.002+08:00

The blue clouds, they spell out your name
The darkest nights, you shine in them
I love you & I can imagine
If you're not here with me
It's early days but I know for sure
That what I feel is real sincere
Let's make this, the best time of our lifes
Be my better half
I'll give you my world
I'll treat you nice
Cos for my love
I'll sacrifice
Anything I could
Everything I would
My love
You're everything I could ask for
Your smile makes me happy
Your tears makes me sad
And I know for sure
This is the best feeling I ever had
Your love
Brighten my dimmest light
Make my heart beat faster than before
As days pass I'm gonna love you more
I promise
I wanna say something to you
There's no one else that swept me off my feet like the way you do
And all I want is you
I promise that our love would shine if you let me with you

For my lovely Shekyn, from Shazwan <3

2009-10-02T21:57:00.005+08:00

Shekyn Love!

:) Looks like evryone manage to figure it out. Yes, I'm in love with:
Nurul Ashikin

I LOVE SHEKYN!

To all that figure it out correctly, Well Done :)

She is the one I choose. The one I want to be with and the one I love!
In the mean time, Suria is doind a drama at my house. So friggin cool kan! Its Project Cerpen or whatever its called! haha so awesome!
haha catch it on SURIA!

&& I love you, Shekyn!
Shazwan :)
S H A Z K Y N

2009-09-29T20:37:00.003+08:00

I'm finally attached! Guess who? Answer at my tagboard. This competition doesn't include Suhairi, Nasrul, Ying Jie and Syahir. The rest of you, try make a lucky guess. Answer will be out tomorrow! Goodluck at guessing!

shazwan:)

2009-09-28T22:46:00.003+08:00

Above is the picture for Nurul Ashikin Binte Ahmad Salleh <3
Then the below pictures are today's Fire Fighting Course! Super cool!
haha
Not forgetting Bro Suhairi for temaning me to go have my hair cut after my course. Thanks Bro! :)

shazwan:)

PS: To the person who wished me Happy Birthday today. I was lost when you message me like that. Like what?? You forget my birthday date?? Its next month lah! Thanks alot :)

2009-09-23T23:16:00.003+08:00

This is how love talks

We talked love last night. Laughing and falling in love even much deeper then ever. Talk about Hyatt hotel, black red white, red roses and all. Walking down the isle holding each other's hand saying love love love. Oh Shkyn. .

Alright, yesterday went out to get my No.3 uniform from Erra Yuhanis since it has been rotting with her and I need it urgently for this Saturday's event. On the way, I met up with Farah supergirl! Can say it was a coincidence. Hehe Went over to PeiHwa with Suhairi talking and laughing at each other.( *Farah Moaning) Haha sorry Farah :p

Love a lot; Shazkyn <3

2009-09-20T02:49:00.003+08:00

&& On another note right now, I just can't sleep cause I'm just too excited. Mum and Dad is out to Geylang this time to get the Hari Raya Atmosphere (clearing of sale). For me, I was just entertaining myself to some food in the kitchen and watching some late night movie waiting for parents to come back. Without realising, I literally totally forget about my hand phone and when I checked it, 6 New Messages. I was like, Oh-shit. 2 of the messages are from Shekyn and I was like, I'm gonna be dead. But well, she is one understanding girl, just replied her message a moment ago. Guess she's asleep.

I would also like to take this opportunity to say this to my Muslim cadets from all over Singapore or even across the globe:
Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin
Really want to thank all of you small little cute and very adoring cadets for your love and support for the last 9 months of me being an officer. Its my greatest pleasure to serve you all and like I always say," I serve in NCDCC not because of my rank or my promotion, I do it for all of you cause I want you all to be someone in the future".

Some things I want to share before I go off to bed. Last Friday morning, I had to go to HTA to meet CPT Tan (Head Training NCDCC), LTA Hozefa, LTA Marvin and AFI Kevin for a meeting. This meeting is very important cause it determines my reappointment in NCDCC. So I went down to HTA in full No.4 Uniform but guess what?? My hair was dyed and it was super obvious. I went up to Training office to meet AFI Saleem and all but they had no hairspray. All they had was Kiwi. At first, I thought of putting layers of kiwi onto my hair but thought hard and decided not to cause it will literally damage my hair. So I just prayed to god that nothing will happen to me. So CPT Tan called my hand phone and asked me to come down to Commandants office for the meeting. I wore my Jockey Cap (Read this again: Jockey cap), and went down. I reached inside and in front of me was the 3 officers but thank god, LTA Marvin had to leave so there was 3. They asked me to sit down and they started their discussion. Upon talking to me, I decided to have the INITIATIVE to take out my jockey cap since I was indoor. I opened my jockey cap and LTA Hozefa gave me the (WOW!) look. I just smiled and explained everything. Before they open their mouth, I explained to them that it was my mistake. So they just smiled and accept it. After getting my reappointment, CPT Tan decided to award me with two NCDCC Activities coming up, Fire Fighting Course (28September-1October) and OBS Brunei (11December-18December). Super cool! So my holiday are packed off with activities. Not forgetting my class chalet on the 5th October to 7th October held at Changi. Wohoo!

That's all yaw!
Will update some other time :)
shazwan

PS: Not forgetting, Shazkyn! Shekyn came out with the name and its like super cool! Love her lah yeah!

2009-09-19T21:13:00.002+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin
I would like to seek for forgiveness from those who I had done any wrong. Please forgive me if I had made any mistakes during the past. Let bygones be bygones.

Shazwan :)

2009-09-18T22:40:00.002+08:00

Me and Shekyn Busy playing guitar together and super cool! something NEW! haha
Shekyn thinks that her picture is ugly when I think its not. Haha speaking of Shekyn, she had been one wonderful person to me. Just make me smile and make me go gugugaga and I will never regret falling in love this time cause I think I made the right choice. But still, please don't get me wrong, me and Shekyn have nothing on. We are just normal. . Nothing more. Take care yaws!

I love SHAZKYN <3

Shazwan :)

2009-09-16T21:48:00.003+08:00

People always say that if I'm attached to a younger girl, (eg.14year old ) which is 3 years different from me, I'm a desperate. But to be honest, if that girl really stole my heart and I dare to admit that she is much more better than the rest of the girls in the list which is older than her, than I don't see any wrong being attached to her. Like what my parents say "You're a guy, go for a younger girl and age doesn't matter". Seriously, I fell in love to this special someone and I thought that I can move on and forget about her. This special someone is Shekyn. I still don't know why,I just can't stop falling in love again and again with the same girl. Shekyn is a person who will brighten up my day, making me smile and even making me roll up and down my bed in the morning. She is like a swimming pool in the middle of the desert and the surprise toy hidden in the candy. She is like. . I don't know, just too good to be true. Maybe I'm just blinded by love but when people ask me do I have anything going on with Shekyn, I'm proud to say No, but I will explain saying that, I do love her but we are not ready. Yes we are in love, but not ready. We had been working things out and it never fail. it always ends up with a smile on both of our faces. Just want to be with her one day but, we will have to leave it to the above to decide. Size, age and all doesn't matter. What I want is being in love to a person who is true to her heart. Trust and dedication for the relationship is important. Shekyn ievoluoy <3

Above are the picture's from last weeks outing and yesterday event: Singapore Civil Defence Force Day held at BRTC. (Pink bag is not mine! not mine! haha :)

shazwan:)
shazkyn

2009-09-13T08:27:00.002+08:00

Firstly, I would like to congrat Salehan (READ THIS!: MY CADET) for winning the Best Trainee and it makes Evergreen Secondary School 3 years consecutive wins since UDI Course started in 2007. I feel proud and honoured to be EVG NCDCC CLT! yeah! Its a Hat Trick for Evergreen! Hip hip horay!

Wondering how I look when I was in Sec One NCDCC?? Here you go! Enjoy laughing :)

shazwan:)

2009-09-13T06:48:00.002+08:00

For my future GirlFriend :)
This is what I have to say about us:
(its just a love story)

Both of us were young that time. She closed her eyes and her flashback starts while she was standing at her balcony in summer air. She saw lights, party and a ball gowns. I said "Hello" after making way through the crowd and she knew a little.

I was Romeo throwing pebbles at her window and her daddy said stay away from Juliet.
She was crying on her staircase begging me please don't go.She asked me to take her somewhere we can be alone. She will be waiting all there's left to do is run. I'll be the prince and she'll be the princess. It's a love story so I had to say Yes!So she sneak out to the garden to see me.We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew. So I closed my eyes.Escape this town for a little while. 'Cause I was Romeo, She was a scarlet letter and her daddy said stay away from Juliet, But I was everything to her she was begging me please don't go. I saved her, they try to tell her how to feel. This love is difficult, but it's real. Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess. She got tired of waiting.Wondering if I was ever coming around. Her faith in me is fading.When she met me on the outskirts of town.I saved her. She had been feeling so alone. She kept waiting for me but I never come.Is this in her head? She don't know what to think

I knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

I made my story for my next true love. But wait, its just a love story <3
Wrote with this dirty little fingers :)

shazwan :)

2009-09-10T22:53:00.008+08:00

Finally, its the time for me to rest and have peace in mind

I have decided to relax and slow down on relationships. In the mean time, I have to make this clear that I'm not attached. Not in the mood to have one. Seriously,I just need a break and have some kit-kat's in my mouth. I'm not in a rush to be in any relationship cause I learn alot through my experiences. Learn by mistakes :)

Above are picture's of me with my wonderful friends.During Practical lessons. Bored top death!
&& Look at my teeth, I've had it done! See Erra Yuhanis, my teeth dah okay :) smile!!!

Will update as soon as possible :))
Shazwan

&& Let me make this clear, My girlfriend in tagged? since when did I have a girlfriend. [Prove and Evidence??] Won't mention out her name cause I'm not heartless to write names or give bad comments in blog or TWITTER or whatever the thing is. So ya! Check first before shoot people down! Muahuahua! Kalah Point!OH &&&& I'm making it clear, SINCE WHEN DID I HAVE GIRL? I HAVE A GIRL??? OMG! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT! !@#$@$#

WARNING: The girl in the picture is not my GirlFriend. I repeat, the girl in the picture is not my GirlFriend. She is my primary school friend, Lydia.

2009-09-08T22:46:00.004+08:00

It finally ended with a great smile on our face

Finally, I reavealed everything and it all ended in happiness. We had our time and we won't know what will happen in the future. High and Low's together.Do take care of yourself and yes, we are bestie's!

On another note, I'm moving on to the real route of finding my true love in the right way. The gentlemen's route. I don't want to be heartless like someone that was name my ex. Will never forgive what she had done to me. READ THIS: NEVER FORGIVE AND NEVER FORGET!. Wow, I'm super mean sia. haha But my past sucks! Shouldn't have been into it.

Ika make me wonder of the road and found back the right direction. Gain more happiness and lossen up on the sadness part. Learn more about love but never neglet the future.Just Smile and let Bidadari Hati blow up your mind. Just want to be closer more than ever. Position yourself to be on top of the world and never look back. Like one more move and I'm down the drain. Think of your future!

Tomorrow is 09-09-09(9th September 2009). Superb date for the love birds.
I'm lost uh. . Just suddenly feel like" I gotta feeling. wooohooo" haha

Met Ms. A at 843, I repeat 843. Super sweet can? Lepak-lepak macam busy gitu kan? haha sweet love comes again : )

shzwn :3

2009-09-07T23:23:00.004+08:00

Life is down down down.

Firstly, I'm super mad at Farah Muslihah cause she don't want to go CLT Course. Comeon lah Farah, I know you can do it. I believe you can do it but why?! Think again alright. Please Farah, think.

"Break every rule cause there's nothing between you and your dream"

Just have to face the fact that, Yes, I'm living in a world of Gold and Jems.
smile smile smile
can't really think and I just don't know what to say.
Hais,
Just enjoy every moment of your life till you can't.
Don't become like me. Lost everything in life, including dignity.Trying to help all of my friends that are having problems and I want them to smile :)
I want a happy life once again.

2009-09-03T19:37:00.002+08:00

HEY!!

Just now I went to SAF open house and it was super hot. Hais.
I just miss Shekyn!

shazwan :)

2009-09-02T22:56:00.005+08:00

Saw my new tatto? haha cool kan?
I miss SHEKYN lah OI!
Yes shekyn, Ich Liebe Dich!
Shekyn Evol!
Shazwan Evol!
Make me go ohlala!
Take care everyone!
shazwan :)

2009-09-01T20:30:00.005+08:00

helloohh !

right . shzwn asked me to update his blog . now , he's inside the MRT , otw back home . i think . lol . right , i dont think i have anything in mind what to update for him . update for the sake of updating his almost dead blog . right , shzwn .
i ald update yr blog for you . be happy okay ! hahahah . shzwn , stay happy okay .
dont get too stressed up of what happened , you know what isit . heh .
if you know who is for you , you know who will come to you , alright .
you know what i mean .
shzwn , you have to update next !
and to shzwn , tysm for the sugar msg that you sent to me a minute ago .
8:50 , now is 8:51 .

" Eh eh , there's nothing else I can say . "

alright , im off .
toodles ~

Shekyn Ahmad.

2009-08-31T22:25:00.002+08:00

blah blah blah

2009-08-31T22:25:00.001+08:00

blah blah blah

2009-08-31T22:12:00.001+08:00

I know I know. Get the point now, I'm out of love relationship!
She's right, I'm too. . nevermind.

2009-08-30T11:35:00.005+08:00

Shazwan Love Ms SP soo Much! <3
Still single, waiting for the right time.

My family with Addams family : p

Smile :)

Ms SP is out to go fly kite at West Coast Park and I'm bored. Love talking Love talks with her. I was in Johor when I decided to text her. I texted her around 3am.

Shazwan: Bby, I'm on the way back to S'pore from my house in JB. My mum nak ajak pergi sahur dulu baru balik . I'm super tired sia. Haha Love you soo much hunny <3

Ms SP: Okay, love. Make sure you have a gd rest okay syg. I dont want you to fall ill. Idk how i cld wake up arnd this time, its a sudden shocking waking up session. Lol. Anw shazwan yg tersyg, im really missing you super badly. )'= Its likle as if i TER woke up frm nightmare missing my bby. I really <3>

I just can't stop admitting that she is super duper sweet! Hurry up come back love. Want to talk to you!

shazwan:)

2009-08-28T21:33:00.004+08:00

I'm going to make this official: I MISS SHEKYN SO MUCH!

Just now went for Inter-Unit Quiz to support my beloved Unit. Didn't expect to meet her at Home Team Academy. Then I was like guuguugaga over when I saw her. Then now I'm talking to this super super cute girl, Shekyn <3 Webcam is soo fun can? haha

Oh shekyn you make me go ohlala. .

shazwan:)

2009-08-27T17:21:00.002+08:00

Presenting my new Girl Friend!muahuahuahua

Mrs Shazwan. . Opps! No, Ms Selena Marie Gomez :)

Peace yaw!

Webcam Picture zoom-ed in.

To Ms.S,

Can you please don't take your time with make up's. Just swing your hair back and go. It is always the same things that we do. Wierd! (Her favourite word) and why can't I let your email to my friends. They want to see you! haha Blah blah blah. Webcam on 29 August 10pm Singapore time right? hehe Alright. See, I told ya I'm gonna right about you on my blog. Ass you! haha

Shazwan <3

2009-08-27T16:51:00.002+08:00

To trust, or not to trust. Hmm, maybe its to early to figure out the answer cause all the time I always fail. Never mind. This is what they call, luck.

Just now was my Heli Test and damn,it was super easy cause I studied all night. Fasting month really is killing me. I miss a lot of things and people. I miss going out to eat at MacD and all. I miss Erra Yuhanis cause she is so cute can? haha and if you are reading this, please, Erra is not my gf, she is just my bestest-ter-ed-est friend ever. And Erra, jangan kembang uh and stop it with the teeth thingy. haah

Tomorrow I'm going to Inter-Unit Quiz to support my unit in the Finals. Read that, finals! haha Evergreen da maju oi! haha Darn, my hair is not in a good colour tone to go to HQ. Nevermind, just pray hard that nothing happens to me.

Call it a day cause I'm super hungry. Like what Miss say"Broing Cants!". Don't ask me what it means, go figure it out yourself.

Last few sentence before I rush to Causeway Point,
Is it too early? !@#$%

shazwan :@

2009-08-25T22:11:00.005+08:00

25th August 2009

Happy Birthday Atoi! :)
Mai muker. . . .

This photo is for Sofea! Here you go! haha

Just dont know what to update cause I'm lazy! Hais, Thursday got Heli Test!

2009-08-23T13:38:00.005+08:00

How do you like my new hair? Not forgetting my bestie, Zahirah :)

Life is getting more and more worst. How worst can it be? Only god knows. Bidadari Hatiku has a boyfriend and I don't want to be a spare tyre. So, get away from me. I don't want to get myself into trouble cause you already have a boy. Let it be. Hais, why do this kind of things have to come now. I always hate this.

In the mean time, Shekyn lend me her shoulders but I don't know when to give back. Yesterday Conversation Messages with her:

Shazwan: Oh. . Dont worry shekyn, you got my shoulder to lean on alright?
Shekyn: Thankyousomuch Shazwan. You have mine too aite? Fair & Square. (Aww, so sweet). Heh .

We got each other shoulder cause we facing the same problem. Relationship.

shazwan

2009-08-19T22:40:00.003+08:00

A short post before I retreat to my notes again. Today Practical Suck! Sweating like shit sia. Nevermind, luckily I brought extra T-shirt to wipe the dust off. Tomorrow is Aircraft fabrication material test. Sial lah. Now like so many work to do, but still I know how to prioritise things.

On a second note, Bidadri Hatiku met me at interchange around 4:55? i think, then we walked to 843 not 243. I repeat 843. And it all happened. . <3
Love love love love love love love love

shazwan

2009-08-17T20:01:00.002+08:00

Wonderful Today :)

Awesomest feeling I ever had. Riding on the 858 is super awesome. Didn't know it will happen. It just did. Waited for months and days for this time to come. Bidadari Hatiku on the bus. Super cute, super sweet, super everthing. Just can't express how much it feels. I just can't believe it. Just waiting for the right time to announce. Waiting for Bidadari Hatiku to announce to me green light. firstly, we are aquitant, but now, awesomest best! :)

shazwan

2009-08-16T22:58:00.005+08:00

Firstly, sorry Fliq for using your coverall.

Step Marine Offshore.

Marine Offshore Engineering.

But but, I'm not from Marine, I'm aerospace technology

Lily Allen say's" Fuck you"

Maybe I'm giving up. Maybe I just don't see it, I can't believe it or even feel it. So maybe its just me alone. Me as one ordinary human walking on top of Gaia revolving around the earth. Can someone please give me a sign that its worth it. Someone please shout at my ears and tell me that its okay, you can move on. I feel a sign of guilt. Let me run away from you for just today, tomorrow and to all eternity.

Somebody Save Me...

Picture Update:

Sorry for late updates. Pictures dated: 11 August 2009.

shazwan

2009-08-11T23:03:00.002+08:00

Why am I always getting myself into a big trouble? I always wonder why life is hard. And the hardest part is, Not making any mistakes. Tell me how many times can you really make the world go round? Difficult. Life at 17 isn't so easy as what you all see at "17again". Its much more...complicated. You see things turn so easy especially when you are with your friends, but most of the time, you are living in self denial. Once you get more responsibilities, the more crazier you go. Turn things the way you want, the whole world crash and burn. Isn't there any potion I can take or any curse a person can give to give me happiness. Only one person can do it, my love. She had been there when I needed her when time was bad. She create happiness, and more enjoyable talks on the phone. There are certain time where it turns bad between you and her. But when the relationship turns back sweet, it just feels right.

Now the only person who can make me smile on the phone is my Farah Supergirl. I feel a sense of relief after talking to her. She got the MOJO to make people smile. I don't know what kind of power she use. Maybe hypnotising people's mind? Nope, maybe both of us are crazy I think? Laugh and laugh. Oh dear Farah. Heart Beating like crazy. . .

Making it Ministry Of Sound in my brain!
No! Not Ministry Of Sound, Ministry Of Stress!

MSBSLEYBAGSMAMF? :)

shazwan:)

2009-08-10T23:15:00.007+08:00

What did Shazwan do during National Day :)

Sentosa 2009

Entrance to Underwater World

One free ticket and one paid.

Lonely Blue Planet Singapore. Rayn Shazly my charming small brother =)
Random Candid Pictures
Me feeding the fishes. Cool or What?!
Smile :)

View from Sentosa. 2 Huge Singapore Flags. One on reserve.

Jembalang at the back :P

Entrance to 4D Magix Pirates @ Sentosa.

Just another random picture!

My National Day.

So mainly, while other Singaporeans are busy looking out for all the happening things at Marina. I decided to spend my lovely holiday in Sentosa. But still patriotic sia. I wear Red & White :)

and then around 7, my dad drove off and brought us to watch fire works from the car. Can't upload the pictures yet.

On another occasion, this blady girl, she borrowed my handphone USB cable when we were attached and now I need it back. So I called her, no answer, chat with her, no reply. I need the cable badly cause I want to upload pictures and download music. So I tagged her saying that I need the cable. But you know what she did, that MOFO, go pass my cable to cadet which I don't like which stays in Jurong and I ws like, what the hell. ut of all the people you can give, you give her and never even ask me first. Stupid can? She could have pass the cable to Erra instead cause it is much more easier and more pleasant to see Erra than that cadet. Now, I don't care, L2, if you are reading, please collect it back and pass it to Erra. I don't care. Its my property. Da pakai, pandai kasi balik dengan baik. Bukan mintak kene maki. .

So friggin bored.

shazwan

2009-08-10T00:57:00.003+08:00

Hoho, Click on the picture to enlarge! Better look at it.

SMRT is going Nuts!

Farah, you better look at this properly!

Giler sia Singapore. 2050 plans? hais. .

take from MK blog! thanks :)

2009-08-08T09:40:00.004+08:00

Happy 15th Birthday Zaza

Zaza & Fliq 300

Hamie dot, Manja Batang, Wan300, Hairi;Kawan Manja

Zaza & Fliq

Elle, Zaza, Fireen

Zaza's birthday cake

Farah Supergirl, Wan300, Fliq 300

Random. Found this at the spot at where we are sitting.

Me and beloved SUPER girl!

Suhairi doing advert for clean and green awareness.

haha :)

Group Photo

Da berserak kan, Kemas! $500 tau.

Happy Birthday my bestfriend Girlfriend Zaza.

Thanks for the delicious cake and thanks for sabo-ing me.

Including the one where I am thrown into the water. Hais.

On another not, thanks Farah for coming to Vivo to meet. Cool or what. The next time we go out must eat Murtabak. But one thing, you eat at zam-zam, I eat at Victory. Tapi join table at the center. Haha must bring Erra Yuhanis <3>

Back to the birthday celebration, I hate fliq and hamie cause they throw me into the water. First fliq kene, than hamie threw himself in before anything happen to him. So I protected myself by holding on onto the bench. But hamie and fliq carried me and threw me into the water. shit! They say Jiwa brothers, satu kene, semua kene. Sial, I always hate that part in Jiwa!

will updtate later. have to rush out.

shazwan

2009-08-06T22:05:00.001+08:00

My Love personal pictures.

Selena Gomez

Sorry,just too random :)

2009-08-06T16:37:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow,

12:34:56pm 7/8/9

I will celebrate like a silly freak cause the number is so friggin cool.
123456789 coooool kan?haha

shazwan

2009-08-05T12:04:00.002+08:00

Firstly, i would like to appologise to (that special you)E for negleting you this past few days. I'm sorry for not replying your messages or even answering your call. I know I had been such a jerk but seriously, I'm busy for this few days. I'm sorry for not tellng you where I went. To be honest, I was out with my friends. But I hope you wont be mad at me. Does Selena Gomez name start from S? so don't think and take it in a different way. Whatever it is, if you call me, I will answer you call. Don't worry. I now realise how to prioritise things up. Its you, followed by friends and all. You. .

On a second note, yesterday was super funny. This crazy women wasn't happy cause I was wearing ACS(I) T-shirt. She started scolding us like super crazy siol. Then she decided to call the police. My friend say she had been doing this since he was sec one which is 2003? I think. So its like 6 years of doing this to INNOCENT neighbourhood youngsters. We were actually sitting at the void deck talking. When she suddenly came up an started scolding us. She wasn't happy that I put my leg on the chair. She like super duper random sia. Then she wanted to scare us by calling the police. I was like, call ah! I not scared sia. I never do anything wrong in the first place. So she like piesey uh. She called the police and they also like lazy want to layan her. So Me and my friend decided to call the police for her. Then the police came. The moment the police came, the police started laughing cause they now that crazy women. Everyday make police report. Haha Then at last, the police shoo the crazy women away than he say lah, this kind of people, don't need to layan, just ignore. They are sickening. Haha the police like super funny can? Then I explain to the police that I got the T-shirt from another friend cause we exchange our T-shirt when we meet. One more thing, the women actually wanted to prove o us that she is a police but she didn't have the prove. Lame sia she. Then we say uh, Oh, we are from the Home Team Sector and we have prove. She say she don't want to see cause she don't believe. We were like laughing sia. In the first place, she can't even press charges towards us cause, we were NOT smoking, we were NOT making Noise, and worst still,there were ony three of us and its legal. Its only illegal when there is more than 5 people caus eit amy be counted as illegal gathering. So two words for the old crazy women: FUCK OFF! haha See her picture below.